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January 1, 2015


So, have you noted any change in your sleep patterns lately? When you look at the sky, does it appear far less blue than you remember as a child? Is the quality of that sleep, when you can get it, of lesser quality than you feel that you require? Have you found yourself awakened between 2 and 4AM, and utilized that time for creative purposes? Have you come across information that altered or expanded an existing paradigm(s) and found yourself inexplicably having past events – some from even childhood that you had all but forgotten – being replayed in your mind that have an attachment of anger, fear, confusion, powerlessness or even grief?

These questions may appear at odds with each other but the fact remains – based on my own experience and many others – that sleep patterns are being changed dramatically lately.  I would suggest, based on several sources, that this oddity has a basis both in the physical and metaphysical. I would also add that they are very much interconnected. I will state that if you are experiencing difficulty in your sleeping patterns to first see a doctor, if you feel the need.  If some sources are correct, this disruption is only temporary, although they regard a year or two as temporary, which it may well take for some to re-establish a consistently healthy and enriching period of sleep. There is a fair amount taking place, especially during this time period of very shifting energy. Consider the very noticeable confusion, anger and anxiety that is present globally with neverending wars, killing, enslaving and displacing millions, just in the last few months.  As spiritually aware beings, we can’t help but be affected by the intense suffering.

I won’t be covering all aspects of sleep, obviously, so more information on the physical aspects of sleep can be found at The National Sleep Foundation.


According to The National Sleep Foundation, each of us does require a session of sleep over a given time period. Sleep is essential for many of our physical processes and lack of good quality sleep can lead to serious medical problems including diabetes and obesity.  They suggest that teens often require 7-9 hours of sleep to be fully functional, as an example. But they also contend that their minds are quite active late into the evening, which can present very physical problems. Some schools begin classes early in the morning, making it difficult for a teen to balance turning off the active mind and trying to sleep. The consequence is a difficulty in concentration, memory problems and greatly reduced ability to consolidate or retain new information. All too often, there is accompanying depression and a follow-up prescription of antidepressants for the teen.

Each of us has experienced “insomnia” of some type, essentially an inability to fall asleep when we lay our head on the pillow and simply toss and turn.  But The National Sleep Foundation suggests that there are actually four components to insomnia: waking up too early and not being able to get back to sleep, frequent awakenings and waking up feeling unrefreshed. Of course, a physical ailment like an oncoming flu bug might be occurring or there may be an element of pain or discomfort to account for these symptoms so, once again, if broken sleep patterns are happening to you over a considerable duration, seeing a doctor might be a serious consideration.

Another aspect to this topic is in the area of dreams and their purpose.  Secular psychologists will tell you that this dreamtime period is when our mind tries to make sense of the world around us. This is aptly demonstrated by the often used phrase – “Sleep on it. Things will look differently in the morning.” The same principle is being utilized when we come to a stuck point in a project and set it aside for a time and concentrate on other things. What happens is our 3D analytical mind sends the problem or issue into a type of cycle, searching for a solution. What is being used is a combination of both the analytical  and creative aspects in  tandem. But here’s the catch – in order to access our “creative” or imaginative part of the brain, it must be able to “join in”.  When we spend our time concentrating fully on a solution, it is very difficult for us to tap into our creative aspect, which is actually the key that we need for resolution – essentially solving a problem with a creative solution.

There are many who contend that, aside from a physical need for dreams, there is a distinctly metaphysical purpose as well.  Dreams can be harbingers of future events, communication with entities that we’re only able to access in the REM state and even with ourselves, either in a parallel reality or our Higher Self aspect. There are also many who contend that the sleep period allows parts of our energy bodies to detach, and enter another reality of frequency to be recharged.  Additionally, this detachment and return may also include energetic information bundles – somewhat like a ZIP file – that are opened over time, in response to specific stimuli.


Some years ago, I attended a lecture by a prominent psychiatrist who claimed to specialize in Dream Interpretation. I asked him, “How many of our dreams are actually astral projection?” His response had been a cold, “There’s no such thing as astral projection.” before moving very quickly to another question. At the time, I had been heavily involved in learning about energy work, exploring and experimenting with astral projection and remote viewing. Sources like the well-known occult writers Denning and Phillips,  whose book on astral projection I used as my first guide, contend there is a direct association between our solar plexus chakra and our astral body. In fact, the method they taught – consciousness transfer to a created “astral vehicle” – utilized this chakra exclusively.  They also taught, as part of the exercises leading up to actual projection, formation of created entity called a servitor or thought form, that one could send to another point in space/time and return it. But a key part of this process was “downloading” the information it had acquired into the 3D physical brain. There must be a mechanism in place to facilitate that, it doesn’t happen automatically. As this pertains to dreams,  this may account for us recalling only scattered pieces of a dream, often one that seemed and felt quite real.  It seems ironic: Robert Bruce, a man who has taught 1,000’s of people to AP, including designing an exit method specifically for blind people called the Rope Technique, suggests that AP is a natural process that works when we’re sleeping but requires significant effort and concentration to actually do, while we’re “awake”. The limitation of this type of travel is said to only include our 3D physical and the astral levels of reality.

There are many ancient cultures that firmly believe that our “soul” and/or our “spirit”  are also capable of taking flight, referred to by some as the “shamanic journey“. The largest benefit, in my estimation, to spirit travel is that one can access higher-vibrating levels of realities than just the astral. Shamans believed that the soul was free to leave the body during sleep but also had varied methods of “inducement” ranging from chemical means like ayahuasca or physical stimuli like repetitive drumming. It was claimed they could step into “otherworld” and converse with the archetypes of plants to concoct a cure, assist in finding and retrieving lost soul fragments and returning them,  and even use it as a means of psychology. In this last, it was believed that some problems faced in a present incarnation have their origins in a past life. The shaman would put a person into a trance and guide them to the Lower Worlds to a place known by some as the Cave of Wounds. There, the individual would view that action – the “first wound” – that was now bleeding into their present incarnation and causing difficulty. By acknowledging it and accepting it, the healing could begin under the shaman’s guidance.

The point here is that first of all, soul or spirit travel is innate for us… at least it is for many.  (Explaining this last addition is beyond the purview of this piece and would take considerable time to explore.)  While we sleep, it is believed that soul travel is commonplace. Most have an image that these realms of higher vibrating energy are way “out there”, when in fact it can be accessed as if it was only inches away. I contend, based on my own experience and research, that we can open doorways and interact directly with other entities, without even leaving our bodies.  To do this, my strong suggestion is to work with our chakras and kundalini energy, as well as develop specific “seeing” skills like remote viewing. There is an excellent site that I go to often to work my “psychic muscle” called The Ten Thousand Roads Project, which provides a huge number of targets, an active forum and an opportunity to discuss results/observations with other RVer’s. If you have never tried to remote view, you can test your ability at another site with a series of targets. On a personal note, it was incredibly exhilarating for me to take the test and discover that, on roughly 80% of the targets, I was somewhat accurate. I knew that I had seen something.

The point is that part of this broken sleep pattern might have to do with us accessing a higher level of awareness, courtesy of the spiritual work we’re doing.  Whenever there is an alteration in either the physical, spiritual, emotional or mental aspect of us, it is reflected in the other areas.  Consider a tooth ache and the effect it has on our ability to concentrate,  which affects the emotional and may well affect the spiritual as well. Similarly, an emotional problem or issue looming over us, which we may try to put off, can have have a noticeable effect on other areas of our lives.

One other consideration here before moving on is worth noting. I have experienced this on occasion and you likely have as well. During periods of spiritual change, we may be haunted by hurtful, embarrassing or even shameful events from our past. It happens when it happens because only then do we possess the needed skills, time, appreciation, understanding or tools to deal with them effectively. Sometimes these “clearings” can take the form of nightmares, which we may not fully recall because this has taken place in the astral realm. Remember, there must be a mechanism or process in place to download those AP’s.  While we may not recall them, a part of us does and reacts. I have found that, during periods of great learning, this can happen and it is a needed and desired action.  As a result, we have an unconscious reason for not being able to sleep, namely that some part of us is aware of what is happening or happened in the dreamtime and is responding by keeping us awake, when we want to be asleep.

I will add one other suggestion to this that has assisted me greatly. Often, when we can only snatch an hour or two of sleep, like an afternoon nap, the dream recall is significantly higher. If the dream ended in a way that upset you in some way, go back and change the outcome. You’ll know when to do this when you can recall a general location and landmarks eg: trees, field, buildings, parking lots.  The next time you lay down, try your best to bring up that fragmented image, rearrange the players, and alter the outcome. I will add that this has sometimes been a type of test for me before moving to another stage of spiritual awareness. I’ll give a quick personal experience to orient you.

In the dream, I was walking beside a building with a fence, apparently aiming for the entry to the soccer field below. A group of 6 men confronted me, took my ticket and began to rough me up for no apparent reason. It was here that I returned to wakefulness, not at all pleased.  I got up, had some water and a cigarette, troubled that I had allowed myself to be bullied. When I laid back down, I did some rhythmic breathing and then brought up the location on my inner screen. I entered this other reality, confronted by the same group. This time, I took back my power and I began to lay the boots to them! And then I stopped short. A thought process was taking place I didn’t identify at that time but I sensed I needed to change how I reacted to their violence. Instead of kicking and punching, I simply used thought to wrap each of them in a web they could not escape. That, for me, was the test aspect. Would I respond in kind, as if I was still in 3D, or use my powers as a spiritual being to resolve the conflict without violence?

It has been my experience that we are under scrutiny almost always.  Simply being on a spiritual path does not automatically mean we will progress in our development towards our actual role or purpose.  We have to do the work, and it can be both painful yet very uplifting. Some suggest this applies even to perspective guides or specialist guides. It is often said that with great wisdom comes great responsibility. Essentially, some guides want to know for certain, beforehand, if the candidate has achieved a required level of proficiency in some area. These tests can be quite unorthodox, may be implanted into our awareness during the REM state, and result in an action – or inaction – on our part, in the 3D waking world, in a type of subliminal programming. It would be similar in nature to the tapes available for learning a new language or improving memory, designed to be used while we sleep. When we wake up, we obviously can’t remember the subliminals. On a personal note, I picked up one for improving my memory, many years ago. I recall the fascination I felt when I really saw a noticeable difference in memory and recall, after less than a week, and it was quite significant. Explained in this way, you will likely see the ties here and why some guides might want to test us in this way… if only to see how connected we truly are to Spirit.


In exploring this aspect, as it possibly relates to our segmented sleep patterns, there is a certain amount of cause for concern. Most people take it for granted, but when we’re sleeping there are billions of other people wide awake, across the globe, and are experiencing dire levels of impoverishment, brutality and dislocation. The energy that created the present chaos we see engulfing the countries of the world’s leading powers, is amplified and reinforced by the resultant misery, terror, fear and pain of those who are on the receiving end.  Some schools of thought, including the Gnostic mystery schools, believed that the true receivers of this created negative energy were entities that were unable to enter our reality, and instead used their mind control abilities to enslave an entire species so they could siphon off the energy for themselves. As inorganic beings, they were unable to  materialize in an organic environment, and were not able to truly create in an organic universe – they could only imitate.  Others believe that a central hidden aspect of the 3 messianic religious mythologies involves the planet of Saturn, some going so far as to contend that Saturn is actually the central “mob boss” of those religions. Obviously, this planet stands out as quite unique, with an eye on its south pole, a swirling hexagon at its northern pole – which some claim is imitated by the Muslim ritual of walking slowly around the Kaaba Stone in Mecca – and its innumerable rings.

Belief in supernatural beings can be found in almost every religious belief system, often including the notion of dark fighting light, and often for the prize of human souls.  The nature of Saturn itself is also very unique for our solar system. Essentially, it has no surface and is made entirely of numerous gases interacting with each other and yet we regard it as a planet. One other oddity to include here is that NASA, in 2016, will be crashing the Cassini space probe into Saturn, upon completion of its mission by then. Some have raised an alarm that this probe may carry nuclear or fissionable material that will explode in the atmosphere, and turn this ball of gas into a second sun.  Is it possible that this “planet” is simply a created entry point into our reality or a type of portal?

I don’t have to articulate many of the insane actions taking place globally, as you’re well aware, if only on an energetic level. And this is an important point that I mentioned in my last post. As spiritually aware beings, we are touched to varying degrees when we become aware of suffering.  A side effect of pursuing a progressive spiritual path is an increased capacity for empathy and compassion. This is the good news. The other side of the coin is that it is not a far stretch for energy to be altered or manipulated so our reaction is also changed. For instance, a horrifying aspect of the ISIS threat involves the many reports of a growing slave market, selling women into sexual slavery.  Our reaction will be mixed; horror and even anger at the men, and great distress for the poor women. Consider also, that much of this is actually taking place when we are normally fast asleep. The bad news is that we are in a prime state to have that energy of pain, sorrow and despair impact on us directly, just like the subliminal tapes. Is it possible that this may play some role in waking us for no reason, as we experience an overload of emotional energy?


This is hardly comprehensive but I hope it does shed a bit of light on what can be a troubling phenomenon. Obviously, there are many factors to consider.  On a personal note, I have seen an increase in “progression symptoms” in recent weeks, including significant research into another poem.  Like when one is about to get a full blown cold, there are certain advance symptoms that, if recognized, allows a person to take the needed preventative actions.  I’ve found progressing to another level of awareness or understanding has its own unique symptoms.  Like building anything, a solid base is essential but it requires specialized knowledge and wisdom to see it to fruition or conclusion.

I’ve detailed a number of thoughts and suggestions above, from both a physical as well as a metaphysical perspective. I don’t believe that one can find a complete answer from a single source. One of the most painful experiences we can put ourselves through is when we hold strong to one side of an issue…. and then try to objectively examine an entirely counter view.  Often, we will continue to be defensive as we try to understand an unreasonable argument – from our perspective – and tend to disregard much of it due to our own understanding.  Part of this stems from our ego at work, and it can be a momentous obstacle to navigate. It does not suggest a deficiency in us but rather an area where we can progress.  I worked in the hospitality and entertainment industry for many years and encountered a fair number of “disgruntled” clients.  Responding in kind was obviously not in my best interest but I did develop, owner time, an ability to calmly talk to angry customers. I would suggest that our ability to not allow ourselves to be played with, by these created energies, can also be developed with patience and effort.

One thing that has aided me enormously is rearranging the context of a given event.  In recent months, more and more reports are surfacing that indicate a collection of nations are sponsoring ISIS secretly, while overtly pretending to be fighting them as well. The whole war on terror was supposed to be against a mysterious group known as al-qaida, and we are now told that tax dollars are being sent directly to al-qaida because they are now somehow our ally. They are allegedly our enemy in Yemen and Afghanistan but not in Syria or Iraq. The consequence has not only been cognitive dissonance on a massive scale but a global awakening and awareness of the deceit taking place. Essentially, the more actions taken that make no sense to the average person, the more suspicions are raised. And that initial suspicion of deceit can often become a newly-opened door to awareness, understanding and awakening. A painful admission must be made here and I do not push this on anybody – some actions must take place, for this age to reach its crescendo and conclusion.

One aspect that I wanted to acknowledge was also the possibility of outside “influence” or interference from malevolent sources. Often, when a cycle like this takes place, I will change up my sleep periods entirely. If technology is being used to interfere with the public in general it is always on a specific timetable, ie: over an entire city or area simultaneously, essentially blanketing it for a set period of time to affect as many as possible. Some sources suggest that our REM state is the best for susceptibility to energetic programming but what is effective in the REM state has an extremely diminished effect in a non-REM state, such as being fully awake and conscious. Because of my work schedule, like many of you, I can’t always initiate this – sleeping in the day and staying awake all night. But I do when I can and have actually stayed in bed for up to twelve hours, and sometimes with even a few hours of sleep all strung together.

In conclusion, take what you want from this piece. There is a vast combination of energy at work, some we can detect and much that remains hidden to us. I asked, in the opening paragraph, if you recall the sky being bluer when you were a child than now.  One often overlooked item that was hyped some time ago involves the star known as Alcyon and a massive Photon Belt, that some believe the earth is now on the outer fringes of, accounting for the shallow blue of our skies. If this is a factor, we are reacting to much more energy than we realize. I have experienced bouts of odd synchronicities and great intuition, followed by a seeming lack, only to have the cycle repeated. Small things you may recognize… having a phase or idea come into your mind, seemingly random, and then encountering that exact phrase or idea in the immediate future or a day later.  What I understand is that this can be a type of communication. My suggestion is that when you recognize a synchronicity occur, like that random meeting with somebody you needed to see or uncovering information that you needed to understand an issue or event, quietly acknowledge that to Spirit. If you want, ask for more and go one step further, if you’re comfortable with the idea. If it has been an unexpected meeting, for example, you might offer to “pay it forward” so to speak. Arrangements were made to position that person specifically for us to meet them, so you might consider offering to be of service to Spirit to do the same for somebody else.

The last point I’ll touch on centers on those old movies of our life, we’ve hidden away, and even felt we came to terms with. At each level of our progression, we are granted proficiency in a limited measure based on our efforts to apply the knowledge we uncover. Sometimes, we are not ready or may lack the right clearing ritual or technique to ensure that that past painful or shameful event no longer can influence us or be used a a tool to influence us. It can be used, according to some, to keep us in a state of feeling helpless or confused. Essentially, it can be regarded as a type of attack. Instead of an outside stimuli, like world events, the energy that these energy parasites feed on can be harvested by one reliving the same event. One suggestion made to directly confront this is to change, like the dream I mentioned earlier, the outcome of the event. How often have you heard people say, “They actually believe their own lies!”?  When a variation of a memory is induced and reinforced regularly, a new reality can overwrite the old memory. One other consideration I will make to you is Raziel’s Sphere Of Confluence tool, which I have used and continue to use for special issues. It is quite powerful and has been of enormous benefit personally to me, for a number of years.

Segmented and broken sleep patterns are taking place, this is a reality, if it has become noticeable in your life. As to the cause of this effect, there are numerous possibilities. I draw no conclusions for anybody but myself and try to take appropriate steps to keep balanced and grounded.  While I have offered personal opinion and experiences involving this subject matter, I do not push those views on anybody. If this piece has been of interest or benefit, I am gratified. No matter, whatever transpires, try to recognize that it is a passing phase, and may well be a crucial one in order for us to achieve our potential.

You may derive some comfort and understanding from this article entitled “Have Your Sleep Patterns Changed Lately?” They have a fascinating piece on “shadow people” that, while I did not address it in this article, may well play a role in our broken and segmented sleep patterns over a given time period.

Another article on ascension, with numerous links found here, might also present some fascinating perspectives that may or may not have relevance – the Photon Belt, Solar Flares and Planet Nibiru.

I extend a very Happy New Year to all. Thank you for being a part of my life.

Namaste, Nick xx


Black Magick & Psychic Attacks Addendum

July 23, 2014


It became obvious, from re-reading my last post on this topic, that I failed to adequately address the central controversy of “black magick” and “psychic attacks”, namely the two polar extremes. On one hand, many who claim that if one doesn’t believe in spellcasting, then it can have no effect, while a rival view staunchly believes in the powers of the shaman or witch to inflict harm or healing.  As with the highly propagandized “Creation VS Evolution” debate,  this is really a false dichotomy that we have taken on, as a species, over many millenia.  It has been suggested that the underlying and basic reason for establishment of religion was to explain the unknowable.  Today we are aware that lightning is not thrown by a god and a rainbow is the result of refracted light which produces the well-known prism effect.   My research and understanding of the nature of magick and psychic attacks suggests there exists a series of varying vibrations.  Consider the words love and hate and how many “varying vibrations” those words carry.


While containing partial truth, this statement does not reflect our current understanding of reality.  For instance, will not believing in the flu make you immune? Conversely, the messianic religious mythologies share a similar version of a rising messiah-type figure who will slay all the “non-believers” who haven’t given their soul to them. It is no secret that Islam and Christianity use hell as a common tool. If one does not believe in a hell in a particular way, or not at all, can/will this decision harm them in some way in this life?

It’s essential to recall that the term “black magick” is entirely subjective and based on several factors, not the least of which is surrounding environment.  A recent study published by Cognitive Science revealed some fascinating findings, regarding non-religious and religious children, and their ability to distinguish fact from fantasy.  Religious children in the study would accept any claims of supernatural acts…. but only if God was mentioned.  For many centuries religions were, and continue to be, an integral part of civilization.  Islam and Christianity combined make up roughly 55% of all religious adherents worldwide but, according to, there is a surprising 16% who identify as non-religious. That’s more than Hinduism or even Buddhism. Of special interest is the notation that half of the “non-religious” group regarded themselves as “theistic but with no religion”.  Contained within this group would be the pagan community, including the variations of Gardner’s Wicca.  A commonality paganism shares with religions is the belief one can obtain aid from a source that can’t be seen with physical eyes and/or felt with human senses.

As I have mentioned, consider the innocence of mere candles on a child’s birthday cake.  Recall this is an ancient and abbreviated version of a candle magick ritual.  The purpose is a “wish” for a want/need/desire, while blowing the candle out sends that request to the ether.  Candle magick is said to be effective for a wide variety of solutions ranging from love and abundance to calamity and bad fortune.  The point is there is a belief that it is a useful tool in “harnessing” the ether – and usually specific entities – in fulfilling a requested task.

Now consider a simple chord. Yes, there is a branch of magic known as  “Chord Magick” and once again, we’ll draw on two specific examples to display the range of polarities involved.  For hundreds of years, there has been a secret ritual to produce an item known as The Witches Ladder, usually in the following sequenceOne person would wish harm or injury on another and would approach the witch, while providing suitable payment.  The witch would take a virgin cord and begin the enchantment, whereby she slowly tied a series of knots while maintaining an emotional state of absolute hatred towards the victim. Once complete, it would be hidden away and only neutralized if the knots were untied.

Conversely, there are woodcuts from the middle ages showing witches handing knotted chords to sailors. Here’s the deal with that…. it was claimed that the witch was able to harness the energy of wind as she tied knots in a chord. It was said that if the ship came to a standstill because of no breeze, the sailor would untie a knot and release the wind trapped there by the enchantment.  Now consider the nun who prays the rosary for the healing of humanity, while a solitary witch may well be knotting chords for a very similar purpose.

Before progressing, it would seem prudent, based on the above information, to add an addendum to a more generalized definition of black magick.  Black magick is any magick that causes harm or injury.  Does this sound reasonable? I hope so because I’m hinging the following information on that premise.

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In the late 1800’s, Scofield and Darby were commissioned to initiate a doctrine known as Dispensationalism. that continues to this day in many forms. One of the most prevalent, yet least known offshoot variation, is known as Dominism, which includes a segment referred to as the New Apostolic Reformation.  It is important to note that this group believes that they must have full control over all Seven Mountains before Jesus will return. Most Christian denominations believe scripture indicates exactly the opposite – their messiah will arrive and then claim the world as his/their own.  It is also essential to note one very crucial and troubling detail to their ” God-appointed mission”, which they call “spiritual warfare”.

Strategic level spiritual warfare involves detection of a person/site/location as being under demonic influence.  One member “reveals” what God’s plan is for countering this demonic force and it is carried out. Ranging from fasting to “warfare prayers”, the underlying component can be clearly seen.  The intent is for harm or injury against a perceived demonic threat.  Equipment and rituals aside, systems like Mukumba can be used in much the same way – to cause harm or injury.

Regarding the notion that one cannot be injured by something they don’t believe in is not a “one size fits all” answer.  Our exploration would not be complete without delving into the belief of psychic vampires, beings who can draw energy from others for their own consumption.  Consider standing in a long check out line and a person behind you begins to voice their frustration as somebody butts into line. Chances are if this happens in front of you, your energy level is going to change, given this outside stimulation.  The “butter” responds with arrogance or anger and it is next to impossible not to make an assessment of the situation.  Lower vibrating energy  – anger, jealousy, envy – can be extremely easy to stir up with a minimum of stimuli.

Add to this, there are no end of sites proclaiming to give you the ability to hypnotize anybody to your will.  In the least,  many provide additional skills like Neuro-Linguistic Programming, allowing one essentially to get somebody to like you in 90 seconds or less.

All of us have experienced being in a room with a joyful or calming person and the effect it has on the whole. In reverse, being in the company of one who is angry or continually complains can have an equally, yet negative effect.  Among the most draining are those that are perpetually in pain or hardship of some type and use that to draw energy from those around them.  This draining sensation is palpable and can hardly be denied.  Do all psychic vampires know what they’re doing? In a related area of exploration, do they all derive pleasure in the injury of others? On some level, those who have learned to manipulate others have, at least, a basic understanding of what they’re doing.  That may well be only an understanding of the results they achieve.


Another area that must be at least briefly examined lies, surprisingly enough, in the realm of prophecy or the foretelling of future events.  This reality does not remain static; the energies are always shifting and moving, most often pushed along by the prevailing attitude of humanity towards a variety of issues.  Predicting future events is most often associated with the image of a seer or witch and a crystal ball. The reality is that news stations display a weather “forecast” for at least a few days in advance, stocks are predicted to rise or fall and even election predictions have held our attention as examples of “predictions”.  Add to this, we also have to contend with religious “prophecies” across a very wide spectrum of systems.

In the writings attributed to Thoth, known as The Emerald Tablets, he informs the student that the key to prophecy is recognition of past patterns and history.  Raziel often reiterated that one’s spiritual progression is similar to getting a cold. There are specific symptoms of a cold, for example, that can be noticed before it hits one fully. If we are aware, we’ll likely take steps to lessen or reverse the effects of the oncoming cold. The key, of course, is recognition. Raziel suggests that the seemingly negative effects encountered on one’s own spiritual journey – obstacles, trials, conflicts – can be sensed in advance and action can then be taken but the key is recognizing the symptoms, often accompanied by the arrival of new guides.

Most adults have had at least one mild to severe traumatic event in their life, which changed its direction significantly. In some cases, this was the result of direct action – energetically or physically – directed at the victim.  Remember the shopping line analogy? It is believed by many that every relationship we make establishes an energetic chord. The more intimate the connection, the stronger the chord. It has been suggested that we can be influenced by these very connections without our conscious awareness.  Could using this connection to send very low vibration energy be considered a psychic attack?  Before dismissing this, consider the well-known “Mothers Intuition”, where she can inexplicably receive feelings that her child is in danger.

Very often, we have heard people state, who have just ended an intimate relationship, “I feel like a piece of me is missing.” Artists and writers have been known to remark, “There’s a small piece of me in this.”  What each is referring to is essentially sympathetic magick.  Once two objects – or people – come into energetic contact with each other, there is an energetic link established. It is through this link – hair, nail clipping, necklace – that Voodoo sends its intention and directed energy.

As for a feeling like a piece of one is missing…. it is believed in shamanic traditions that, during an extremely traumatic event, part of the soul can break away from the fear or terror and become trapped in the Lower Worlds.  One task of the shaman, once the symptoms of soul loss were detected, was to enact a ritual called soul retrieval, where he/she would journey to the Lower Worlds, find the lost soul fragment and return it to the host.  A quick aside here, and an equally unknown aspect of shamanism, involves the interference from past lives in the present incarnation.

There is a growing interest and even acceptance that many of us have had previous incarnations in human form.  Some even contend that issues like love at first sight, health problems and even special skills or talents are indications of something brought forward into this life, from a past life.  In this case, the shaman put the person into a kind malleable trance and through a type of guided visualization, took a part of his/her consciousness to the Lower Worlds to a location known as The Chamber Of Wounds. It was said that here, the soul essence could see the first wound inflicted that was now causing trouble in their present incarnation.  By helping them see it, they could then – psychologically and magically – assist them in the healing process.

There is another concerning prospect that needs to be briefly addressed here. Some years ago, Delores Cannon coined a new term – “back drop people.”  She suggested that a significant portion of humanity was not here to do or be anything more than the equivalent of extras on a movie set.  Carlos Castaneda, in his Don Juan writings, went even further by suggesting that not all humans had a soul. Understandably, this is an extremely difficult concept to accept, given the prevalence of religious indoctrination many of us have undergone in childhood.

Speaking of souls once again…. ever thought about how wonderful it would be if you could play piano like Liberace, or paint like Leonardo? Burt Goldman claims that, through Quantum Jumping, one can access an aspect of you in another reality with the skill/ability you seek and then return with that gift intact. Essentially, with little or no practice, you could become a world class photographer or writer, thanks to another “you” in a parallel/alternate reality.  Before dismissing this entirely, it should be noted this method hinges heavily on visualization, which is also an important component to the so-called Law Of Attraction.  Using visualization in a psychological setting has observable results, in some cases.  To take this one step further into The Twilight Zone, many firmly believe that we each have the ability to enter other realities and interact with non-physical, non-human entities.


I haven’t included the astrological component but, in the least, it would be prudent to keep track of sun activity, especially warnings of CME’s and X Flares.  Some New Age beliefs contend that these blasts of energy actually contain information that is changing humanity at a cellular level, while others maintain it is really a type of inter-dimensional portal.  Why is this pertinent?

The effects of these energy discharges are felt by all. Simply observe human behavior during these eruptions, and you’ll note an increase in hostile or confrontational energy.  Knowing these events in advance is one key, I believe,  that is being used to manipulate this reality towards a specific goal.  Most people are capable of varying levels of sympathy and/or empathy. Staging a horrific event in conjunction with high energy blasts from the sun, and then laying blame, the instigators are able to channel normally calming or positive energy to the human need for “justice”.  You can be certain that these “instigators” have considerable awareness of how people react to a given stimuli.

To claim one cannot be effected by what one does not believe in is neither wrong nor right.  One does not have to believe in magic or energy manipulation to clearly feel the effects of energy around them, if only in retrospect.  The ability to communicate more effectively than ever allows an idea to flourish based on a single image or symbol.  The use of very specific words in specific patterns and intonations also plays a hand in manipulation of emotions.

This really turns out to be quite complicated, doesn’t it? What does one have to accept and what to reject? Do the notions of psychic attack and strategic spiritual warfare seem eerily similar? If a person is able to effect those around them, with their attitude and energy, without conscious thought…. does it stand to reason that there are those who can accomplish this WITH conscious thought?

Looking into our personal view of this, these questions help to establish our own unique paradigms.  Obviously we are under no obligation to accept any creed, doctrine or truth.  You have a number of elements laid out above in this buffet, but as always, take only what you want.

Namaste, Nick


A Psychic Extravaganza

November 16, 2013


There is an amazing 24 hour event that is taking place this weekend on Blogtalk Radio called The Psychic Eztravaganza.  Organized by Cathie and Chris, it features psychic readers, from numerous disciplines, giving of their time and talents for free. Every two hours, a new show begins with a pair of readers taking calls and giving readings to the listeners.

There is an incredible array of talent in this marathon event, some of whom use divination tools, others astrology, and still others empathy, clairvoyance and clairsentience.  If you ever wanted to consult with a “psychic” but had concerns of some type, here’s is a safe and FREE way to at least sample some diverse advice and insight.  It will held over a two day period beginning on Saturday, November 16 @ 12 PM EST and running until 12 midnight EST, with the same 12 hour period of readings held on Sunday. That’s a total of 24 hours of psychic readers available to take your calls and answer your questions!!!




Updating Ascension Symptoms Redux

September 6, 2013


Due to technical difficulties, I was unable to complete my show last Friday evening, which would have covered an assorted version of possible symptoms and an added dash of my own insight and observations.  So we’re going to try this one more time…

On Friday, September 06, I’ll host another show to cover this very expansive topic.  Impossible to cover in just a single show, I’ll be concentrating on general symptoms and some tools to assist in this often painful and confusing process.


I’ve begun work on the sequel to Prince of Shamballa, entitling it SUMMONING OBLIVION.  It may actually be finished in the next few days. If so, I’ll be back here, announcing that I’ll be doing a second show on Saturday @ 5PM EST to share this very exhilarating journey into otherworld.  I don’t want to give anything away here but…..

There’s been a massive shakeup in the Chinese realm of Hell, including a new king and Meng Po has passed her post on to a sister goddess, Along with the Monkey King, they are given a seemingly impossible mission from the King of Shamballa… construct defenses around Xibalba, the Incan Hell realm,  and prepare to stop a massive invasion.


Updating Ascension Symptoms

August 29, 2013



This post is really some shameless promotion for my upcoming show on Friday, August 30, where ‘ll be exploring this topic from a number of perspectives.  It would be a significant task to write a post on these new ascension symptoms and rather lengthy so this show is a much better medium for transmission of this type of information.  What really urged me to set this show up had involved Steve Rother and an event that transpired earlier this month. In one of his channeled messages from The Group, he suggested that August 19 was given as day of great significance. You may recall that was roughly two days before the full moon.

On a personal note, I felt this very strongly. I’ve been working on a project, largely in the mental visualization stage, and I was literally overcome, for a number of hours, with a new dimension to this project. My own observation and understanding is that often our migraines revolve around our pineal gland, and are followed by a noticeable level of clarity in communication with Spirit. One of the symptoms listed by a few researchers indicates an increased level of self talk. This aspect is highly significant and can be accompanied by a shifting of the discomfort to other areas of the brain, including brow and third eye.

I do not push any of my views on anybody or claim to be the only one who knows “the truth”. But it cannot be denied that our bodies are taking a pounding and we can often physically see changes taking place in our personal realities including, of course, sometimes letting go of people from our lives. It can and is unsettling at times, with that tinge of guilt that often seems to be riding on the coat tails. Even activities we once found enjoyable or stimulating – as near as even 6 months ago – no longer seem to hold our interest and we may go through periods where absolutely nothing holds our interest for very long. The result can be a feeling of intense restlessness. While I don’t force any views on anybody, these are observations that have been made from all over the globe, so clearly something of importance is taking place.

If you do wish to pursue this further, here are some suggested links:

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I will also be welcoming a special guest named Carolann Crowley, on Saturday, August 31, who will be sharing her own unique poetry. We’ll be discussing the context of each, as well some of the insights contained within them. It should be an enjoyable and insightful show and hope you can drop by.



As Above, So Below

April 4, 2013

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“For good people to do evil things, that takes religion”.  Steven Weinberger, physicist and Nobel Laureate

Recent events both globally and in my personal life have compelled me to pen this short piece with the hope that it will provide – in the least – some insight into the chaos we see playing out daily.  In many ways, it is an extension and addendum to my short series on The Nature Of Our Reality.  While the initial quote by a Nobel Laureate may indicate this will be an attack piece on religion or religious people, I will state up front this is not the case.  Given the insights shared already in previous articles involving mind parasites, this will play a key role in what I see to be transpiring, not only in our 3D holographic reality but also in 4D, more commonly referred to as the astral. Practitioners of Hermetic Philosophy were well aware that there is a direct correlation between what transpires on the higher vibrating realities and what takes place here, in the “physical” reality – essentially the microcosm reflecting the macrocosm and vice versa.

Carlos Castaneda referred to them as “fliers”, while the early Gnostics coined the term “archons”, with their chief being identified as the Israelite war god Jehovah.  Even Buddhists in the far east were cognizant of inorganic beings who could subtly enter a person’s mind and alter their personality and hence their actions. Each of these associated systems prescribed measures one could take in defense, ranging from emptying one’s mind completely to complicated “mudras” or hand gestures that were said to send these parasites packing.  One thing is certain – the Gnostic were convinced that “salvationist” religions allowed these parasites to implant a type of virus within the physical matrix, with an attachment to what are sometimes termed as “jinn”.  One must objectively ask how it is possible that a person who allegedly follows the teachings and example of The Christ can commit heinous acts that would turn Hitler, Stalin and Pol Pot green with envy? As we’ll discover in this article, what is transpiring in the astral at present is a mirror to the chaos we see taking place on our living earth.

It must be understood that there is a long-term plan that was set in motion thousands of years ago for the complete subjugation of the human species. While Zionists will continue to cry “fake”, The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion lays out this blueprint in detail. Without committing himself too fully, when asked about the veracity of these protocols, Henry Ford could only remark the following:

“The only statement I care to make about the PROTOCOLS is that they fit in with what is going on. They are sixteen years old, and they have fitted the world situation up to this time. THEY FIT IT NOW.”

In fact, however,  he was so convinced of their authenticity that he personally paid to have almost 1/2 million copies printed and distributed, including printing portions in his own newspaper.  Additionally, Albert Pike, a top Mason and “Illuminati” in America in 1871 penned a letter to his superior in Europe, which described the purpose and proposed outcome for 3 World Wars. Of particular note to us, in the present day, is his description of World War 2:

“The Second World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences between the Fascists and the political Zionists. This war must be brought about so that Nazism is destroyed and that the political Zionism be strong enough to institute a sovereign state of Israel in Palestine. During the Second World War, International Communism must become strong enough in order to balance Christendom, which would be then restrained and held in check until the time when we would need it for the final social cataclysm.”

Remember, this was written almost half a century before this second great war.  Has the outcome “predicted” by Pike become reality? Either he was a great seer or he had access to information that was kept extremely secret.  Now also consider the state of Israel in present day. Even “holocaust” survivors are mortified at the lack of humanity and outright cruelty displayed by the IOF towards Palestinians. And yet, salvationist religions like Catholicism and Christianity hold “Jews” to be special and “chosen” and continue to turn a blind eye to the suffering and torment visited on Palestinians.  To add a further twist to complicate this enormously, a recent study by Israeli-American geneticist Eran Elhaik contends that the vast majority – up to 80% – of those who call themselves Jews are not descendants of the patriarch Abraham but are, rather, European Khazars, whose ancestors chose to convert to the Judaism several centuries ago.

Where does this leave the denizens of Israel? If we look to the Torah, Pentateuch or Books of Moses, the covenant said to be created between Abraham and Yahweh/Jehovah in Genesis 17 clearly identifies that his “seed” or direct descendants would inherent the promised land, not merely followers of that religion. Once again, where does that leave the inhabitants of Israel? It is well beyond the purview of this piece, or indeed my place, to answer such a question. Israel is a strong state with almost incomparable patriotism that is established firmly. Despite the above information, the reality is that Israel is a thriving nation state that has overcome numerous obstacles to remain intact.

There is a further consideration that must be acknowledged, however, that involves Judaism and its offshoots of Islam and “Christianity” and it deals with “End Times” prophecies that have Israel playing a pivotal role.  Jews believe that their messiah will arise in Jerusalem, while, ironically enough, Christianity contends that this same being will be the “anti-Christ”, known as “Ad-Dajjal” to the Muslims. Many Christians believe that followers of Judaism will convert to their savior – Jesus – and yet John Hagee, founder of “Christians United for Israel” (CUI) has stated that all humans MUST accept Jesus to enter heaven…. except Jews.  Clearly, there is some type of disconnect that has occurred here and I contend it has absolutely nothing to with Jews, Christians or Muslims in general.  I would suggest, instead, that it has everything to do with the “mind parasites”, the “archons” who are controlling the minds and bodies of  their ensalved hosts.

Recall that I have written at length about “soulless beings”, “tainted souls” and “young souls” and this is the crux of my post here.  According to Dr. Joseph Chiapalone,  there are roughly only 8% of the entire world’s population that are “viable”, or capable of completing this ascension journey that many of us are presently engaged in.  He adds that the rest are simply there as background people who have the sole task of complicating the process and are essentially serving these inorganic entities  by undertaking the tasks that a rational individual, with a modicum of conscience, would consider heinous. I reference the initial quote by Steven Weinberger. Is it possible that those caught up in salvationist religions are being duped into taking actions that are not only anti-human but also directly contradict the core teachings and beliefs of their respective religions?


What we see taking place on a global stage is clearly being directed and imposed by those whom we consider to be the “elite”.  All of these conflicts center on acquisition of both resources and energy and this is where I suggest there is a direct correlation between “above” and “below”.  In 3D, the pursuit for acquisition is relentless and ruthless.  Even – and especially – the financial system based on debt, displays this aptly with the recent developments in both Cyprus and even in places you’d least expect like Canada. In order to maintain this artificial system, more and more money “energy” is being confiscated by the bankers just to maintain their illusion of wealth and control and it will prove futile. Many who study what is transpiring have openly stated this, as well as many other observations that are chillingly frightening. In times past, like WW1 and WW2, the solution has been to initiate wars, where the average human suffers while the “elite” reap rich rewards by funding and aiding  each side. And this is a crucial point in understanding and comprehending their “game plans”.

Often, we are presented with false paradigms through the MSM. When an unfavorable or unpopular action is taken by a government, inevitably we see a token group of elected officials pretend to stand up and oppose it/them. The reality – and my key point here – is that these are almost always simply a show for the public.  The most obvious must be the present US president, who rode to victory on lofty campaign promises, even received a Nobel Peace Prize, on a platform of change and transparency, protection for whistle blowers and numerous other “promises” that can now be seen as empty words.

What relevance does all of this have to “above and below”?

The inorganic entities, the mind parasites, require considerable energy in order to survive. Ever wondered why Jehovah’s first three “commandments” involved him/it solely? This being had an opportunity to set in place a series of laws that could be used to ensure equality, dignity and tolerance among all peoples and yet its/his first three rules involves worship and praise of it/him. In that light, does this sound like the actions of an omnipotent and omni-benevolent deity to you? Or does it appear that this being may have insecurity issues or perhaps, NEEDS the energy of its followers to survive, as observed by Buddhists, Gnostics and Hermeticists?

Many contend that the constant wars and acts of barbarity committed on a daily basis are in actuality, a type of sacrifice that serves the agenda of the controlled puppets, leaders and business tycoons, as well as nourishes these mind parasites.  From the parasites’ perspective we are both resources and energy sources. Another component to add here comes courtesy of Dr. Chiapalone and it is mind boggling.

He contends that this entity known as Jehovah/Allah/ Yaldabaoth was captured and imprisoned in 1999. The very idea is outrageous…isn’t it? Consider the pace of these atrocities, committed solely to benefit the “elite”,  since then and it could be suggested that something of great – and grave – importance has taken place. In the banking industry alone, it appears nobody has the answers to “solve” the urgent ongoing financial crisis except to continue to pound the square peg in the round hole, while telling the world, through their owned MSM, that continuing their actions, at an increased pace, will solve the problem. Taking the time to listen to real experts like Gerald Celente, Max Keiser and Mike Rivero will show a completely different side and reality…. there is no 11th marble.

Based on my research and conversations with my own guides, there is another, much more compelling reason for the drastic and frenzied activity of the “elite”.  Some claim that there is a type of cosmic treaty that allowed the forces of these parasites – the “archons” – to control this planet and its inhabitants for a set period of time.  This time is fast approaching. Ironically, many Christians are well aware of this cosmic agreement but, like the dual “fallen angels” deception propaganda, “the devil” is none other than their own corrupted “god”.  Revelations talks about this “fall”, allegedly involving “Lucifer”, but it has been revealed that this name was created by Jerome purposely in his translation work we know as the Latin Vulgate. Similarly, “satan”, with a small “s”, in its original meaning in the original texts, referred to a human being and not a celestial entity.  What has transpired, however, is the creation of thoughtforms which the energy parasites have used as an outer covering, much like they do with “soulless beings” – humans born without a Divine Spark – which allows them to receive energy from their followers and also direct their actions.  Feel free to disagree with this until the end of time but consider this:

When you read the Bible/Torah and “Satan”,  “Lucifer” or “the devil” is mentioned, observe their actions, And then, read about the demands and commands of Yahweh/Yaldabaoth to its supplicants. There is hardly a comparison for maliciousness, perversity and genuine evil.

A quick note here regarding the alleged prophecies, as detailed in Revelations and Daniel especially. These were all dreams and visions, where the symbology is only fully understood by the dreamer. Unless one has a comprehensive knowledge of dream interpretation,  all attempts at interpretation of these dreams are both useless and dishonest. Also consider that within “Christianity”, there are said to be close to 38,000 different variants or denominations, each believing that only their interpretation is the “correct” one.


It may appear that this article has taken a ride, with the vehicles being observations and events that are widely varied and have no connection to each other. I will attempt to sum up, based on the facts at hand, but I will refrain from drawing any conclusions for you.

As the title states, the Hermetic axiom of “As above, so below” recognizes that whatever actions take place on a higher vibrating reality will be mirrored on a lower. This is an essential component to the man-made “Law of Attraction” system, which incorporates this principle and yet fails to include other, equally crucial universal principles like Polarity and Rhythm.

In our 3D reality, it appears that Zionist Israel, fueled by a belief in superiority over all other humans, is the central focus. In fact, the Talmud teaches that Jews are as far above “goyim” as “goyim” are above ants. This belief was alleged to have come from their own tribal deity Yahweh/Jehovah through their “sages”.  The Gnostics considered this entity to be an inorganic being that could not survive without the energy created by humanity and that salvationist religions were its major resource to obtain that. Consider how angered “god” became, prior to the deluge, because his creations were not worshiping it/him.  I would suggest that the energy that it/he had counted on was being absorbed by other “gods” and its/his solution was a global flood to kill everything and everyone, except one select group that it/he knew would continue to supply the needed energy. Additionally, the amount of suffering created by this alleged flood would be a rich food source.

In these religions, there is a very obvious mindset that we, as humans need some type of “savior” to save us. In close parallels, we see the “elite” employ the action/reaction/solution where the very ones who created the problems, would have us believe that only they can save us.  Of additional note, and another distinct parallel, we also have groups like the Galactic Federation of Light, who promise to be our saviors.  Sananda claims that 144,000 humans are imbued with the Christ essence (singling out a solitary “special” group; sound familiar?) and, when they arrive, will save us from the nasty “elite” and usher in an new Golden Age, with them as our teachers and directors.  To me, it is quite evident that the same intelligence and play book is being used in both dimensions.

It must be understood, additionally, that there is ample evidence to suggest that these same “elite” control both sides of any major event or issue. For example, it is no secret that the Rothschild banking cartel financed both Hitler and the allies during WW2. Today we see the same play being enacted with token individuals appearing to be at odds, when in fact they are controlled by the same group. This has also been glaringly obvious in the US government, where both sides are owned by the same “lobbies”. More recently, the OPPT has emerged with claims that the “elite” have been foreclosed on. Very odd that their “new” financial system will utilize not only the same courts which the “elite” control but also the same imaginary money that was created out of thin air.

In the astral, these parasites are well aware that their time is at an end and are striving to grab as much as possible before that transpires and they can move on to other realities and worlds to do the same. In this 3D reality, we see the same type of frenzied activity by big business, to the point where the “powers that were” are desperately attempting to get all they can. It is no secret the world economic system is on its last gasp and they have thrown caution to the wind. I reference the recently approved Monsanto bill, written by Monsanto and passed in Congress, that essentially makes it impossible for them to be held liable for any of their actions. Additionally, regard the very controversial issue of gun ownership, where hoaxes like Sandy Hook, which was planned well in advance like 911, are fed to the public with obvious signs of deception.  The UN also recently passed a small arms treaty, which has the potential to eliminate the 2nd Amendment and strip Americans of their right to defend themselves and their loved ones against a tyrannical and paid-for government with an allegiance only to the money changers.

The fear, terror, pain, desperation and outright hate  being stirred up is ambrosia to these parasites. And this isn’t just being done en masse, but on a personal level. Those humans with a spark of the true Divine Creator within them are now definite targets, especially if they have the potential to wake up the sleeping souls.  I underwent over a week of sustained attack that has left me feeling great emotionally and spiritually but my body feeling like I’d gone 10 rounds with Steven Seagal.  And because of this attack, I have gained some extremely valuable insight, not only about how these parasites and their slaves operate but also have been forced to implement new defensive strategies which allow me to continue my training and research…. essentially allowing me to continue on the path to fulfilling my small role within the Divine Plan.

The biggest insight was a much more comprehensive understanding that all of these groups – religious, political, business and ET – share the same play book, although their methods may differ slightly. And it is all about acquisition of both resources and energy.  In the astral, they are panicking to get as much as they can, and in the physical the same thing is transpiring and the sanctity of life is not even a consideration.


I will conclude with one singular insight that you can receive or leave, as you please.  These mind parasites, like governments, work slowly. When they find a weakness, they will initially nudge it gently until there is resistance and then appear to withdraw.  In my case, I realized that part of this  “back door” was – believe it or not – my compassion for humanity. I review the news on a daily basis and a day doesn’t go by where there isn’t blatant evidence of wrongdoing by the “1%” and acts committed against helpless humans by those with superior strength. If one has, in the least, compassion, it is easy to even momentarily get “lost” and wish for harm or “justice” of some form on the perpetrators.  While it may be only momentarily, they understand fully that at some point, we may not clear those negative thoughts. And this gives them the back door entry that they slowly or quickly build upon.

It is essential to keep in mind that we each play a role, including – and especially – the victims of such acts. We may understandably weep or swear at loss of life or injury but always remember the Hermetic principle of Cause and Effect. In magic, we learn that we first seek the effect we wish to create and then form our workings around how to achieve the desired result. If one regards integrity as a crucial element in the process, as I do, then it is essential I am VERY aware of all the possible effects that will be created by my magical working.  This is, quite frankly, the greatest weakness that both the astral masters and human slaves have to contend with.

Several years ago, as an example, the US financed a coup in Venezuela to oust Hugo Chavez, after failing miserably to close Venezuela’s major oil refinery through sabotage and a massive strike.  He was kidnapped and brought to a secret location, while the finance minister went on live TV to declare himself the new president. Unknown to the US and its puppets was that Mr. Chavez was already aware of the plot and took actions in secret. On the day of the kidnapping, he had secretly hidden a large contingent of special forces within the Presidential Palace.  Chavez plainly told his captors that either they release him unharmed or his forces would execute every member of the coup within the palace. He was airlifted to front lawn within 2 hours safely. What was revealed was the extent that the US was covertly supporting the opposition and then it became known globally, but more importantly, by the Venezuelan people. The effect – removing Chavez – did not succeed, despite the “brilliant think tank” that was behind the planning and implementation.  They did not consider anything other than success in their arrogance and it drastically set back their foreign policy not just in Venezuela but in South America. More recently, the events at Sandy Hook – the “official” story – makes a sieve look solid.  They are seeking an effect but fail to factor in the other possible effects, as a result of the “cause”. And now, it is revealed that it was to be used as type of 911 to remove guns from the hands of American citizens, which had been planned years in advance.

My point is simple. Remember that the puppets of these parasites are desperate and desperate people miscalculate. They own each side to any major issue that has the potential to divide the populace.  Divide and conquer has been a tactic of despotic rulers since recorded history began. It may have an altered outer package and mouthpiece but it is, undoubtedly, the same old, same old.

Don’t harden your heart to injury or the despair or pain of others but try to keep in mind that these acts serve an extremely valuable purpose, especially now that they are clearly going to desperate lengths to succeed in their consolidation of resources and energy – both here and in the astral.  Each time their machinations are uncovered, more people awaken to what is taking place.

Don’t ever lay blame on a group or wish for harm to come to them. Another sneaky method they will use is our language and intent. If we speak of a group or individual in an insulting manner, they can use that as an entry point. In our use of language, we may have derogatory names we assign. Our intent consciously may not be to physically harm that group or individual but we may as well have said those words to their face.  Whether it is said face to face or not,the fact remains that we seek to injure and insult them, if only in a minor and seemingly innocent way. This is VERY important to keep in mind;  in the reverse, if we acknowledge that the act serves a purpose, ask the Creator to send a measure of love or compassion to the individual or group. NEVER send it yourself directly because you run the risk of establishing an energetic connection with them.

Lastly, it is imperative that we continue to “upgrade” our defenses. What was effective last year will not necessarily remain effective as they change their tactics. Ironically enough, the start of this last sustained attack began after co-hosting an excellent show with Brenda Tenerelli, where we discussed this very aspect.

As always, I do not push any viewpoint on you. What I have presented here are observations and evidence, not simply ramblings of my over-active mind. This is a crucial time and it easy to be side–tracked and deceived.  Ensure you have at least one person that you trust whom you can openly discuss issues and events. If not, ask for it. If this is a need, be assured that the need will be fulfilled. Continue to develop your gift of discernment. An easy way to begin actively is to take a news item of interest, draw an initial observation  and then follow the story in its twists and turns. Quite often our initial reaction/assessment will be correct and will be accompanied by some type of sign internally. When you begin to recognize this “sign”, you are well on your way to applying it with almost any issue you read or hear about.

With that, I’ll sign off. I will add, I did have some difficulties in writing this and encountered some unusual problems, forcing me to save and refresh several times. This is highly unusual and I am getting that feeling inside….

Namaste, Nick


Astral Musing: The Lilith Compact

October 16, 2012


Over the course of the last few months, I have spent a significant amount of time engaged in research. What is noteworthy  is that this exploration resulted in a two part poetic adventure respectively entitled Sorceress of Silence and The Lilith Compact.The links will take you to a pair of shows I did this past weekend in which I narrated them, the second of which I focused predominantly on the second part of the poem. If you are going to listen to it, I highly suggest you do so in the pop out player. These pieces are highly significant for me, largely because I was limited to essentially an all-female cast.  As a consequence, I had the thrill of connecting to and benefiting from some distinctly feminine guidance, insight and wisdom.
One such insight was exceptionally profound and ran rings through my mind for the better part of two days. What intensified this single insight was that, as a magical practitioner, I should have known.  Like many on this path, I am very aware of sacred texts that contain knowledge whereby the magician can enter into a bargain with inorganic beings. Numerous practitioners throughout time have utilized this sacred knowledge and continue to do so, thanks largely to the internet, its importance only rivaled by the invention of the printing press which made the  Reformation both possible and successful.  Texts once hidden away are now readily available online and interest in them continues to grow. From Abremalin’s Sacred Magic, to the workings and writings of Dee and Kelly, to The Testament of Solomon and The Emerald Tablets – direct contact with/to non-physical, non-human beings is clearly outlined.  Of importance to any spiritual seeker who is aware of the divine spark within them should be an understanding of the disposition of that very soul spark. Black magicians are claimed to be able to make “exchanges” for that soul spark inside of them, receiving power, wealth, fame – and a host of other desires – in this reality.  With this in mind, I am going to state a hypothesis and then spend a short time with providing information to support it.

Hypothesis:  The soul spark within many humans does not belong to the archons – the creator gods – but rather to us.  It cannot be taken from us unless it is given freely. 

It has been demonstrated that, throughout history, similar knowledge, awareness and insight has arrived when there is one common element – kundalini energy. The Buddhist’s, Hindus and others in the far east, the Gnostics and mystery schools of the middle east and the indigenous peoples of the Americas all were aware of and worked with this energy and arrived at similar observations about the influence and nature of  inorganic beings and non-ordinary reality. Because  the focus of roles throughout each of these systems was different, the wisdom they collected was often gained from need. For example,  shamans in Meso-America would enter the other world in search of cures for specific ailments. It is said they converse directly with a representative of the particular plant(s) needed for the cure and then return with the knowledge and apply it.  Another fascinating but not well known aspect of the shaman’s role was known as soul retrieval.

The belief is that, at times of extremely intense emotional or physical pain, a part of one’s soul spark can flee for protection and become lost or trapped.  I spent a great deal of time using Alberto Villoldo’s exceptional guide Mending The Past and Healing the Future Through Soul Retrieval.  I  would highly suggest it to anybody who is interested in this type of “soul magic”.   The sorcerer would seek out the lost soul fragment in the otherworld – normally as a result of displaying symptoms consistent with soul loss – and then return them to the owner, either in human form or through a construct.  Entertaining the idea that there is a possibility this could actually take place, opens one up to other deeper insights that are echoed in philosophies around the globe.

There are a growing number who are, at least, considering the possibility that we have lived multiple lives.  Grudgingly accepting this assertion, if one is a skeptic, then leads to contemplating how universal balance is maintained on a personal level through Karma.  There are, additionally, schools of thought that contend that these past lives can remain a part of us through successive incarnations  through  physical or mental ailments.  OCD, over eating, unexplained pain and even traumatic nightmares can be indicators of a past life interfering with the present incarnation.  If one can entertain this possibility, then another layer is revealed and a  further duty of the shaman is exposed.

Because of this belief of multiple lives, and that preceding ones could effect the present, the shaman would bring a part of the person’s consciousness to the Lower Worlds to the Chamber Of Wounds. Within, the soul consciousness watches  “the first wound” inflicted on them, causing the physical or mental ailments that were  “bleeding  through” to the present incarnation, often through several lifetimes along the way.  This was a form of counseling, where the person saw the wounding being done – through words and/or deeds – and accepted it, often forgiving those involved, which potentially freed them from the effects it had caused them.

A point of interest here is the journey one takes to reach the Chamber of Wounds.  Descriptions vary but most involve navigating a river – in a boat made on the spot – before encountering the Gate Keeper to the Lower Worlds.  Shamanic traditions contend that  one is not always granted entry to the Lower Worlds and is told to return at another time.  It was said that battles were taking place within those realities, causing instability.  If granted entry, one steps through the gate directly to the location requested.


Toltec sorcerers called them the flyers, created entities who continually interfered with humanity, both by psychic attachment and through energetic manipulation.  The Gnostics observed that the archons worked in very similar ways and, through experiential reality,  found methods to defend themselves against both their influence and their attacks.  To add a further layer of intrigue, Carlos Castaneda suggests that there is a “foreign installation” within the mind of humanity that makes it susceptible to the manipulation of these flyers, like a type of virus.  When this suggestion is further explained,  the ramifications for those who have “given their hearts”, “dedicated their souls” or have freely given away that soul essence within them to any of these archons is mind numbing.  He contends that their major avenue of direct interference uses religion as its engine.

If you doubt that observation, you must ask:  Where else will you find humans capable of horrendous acts which any sane person with a working conscience would consider reprehensible? Not only that but using their particular religious belief to justify it.  But there is another disturbing deception that they continue to perpetrate through their human puppets and that is of ownership of the individual, both body and soul.  The so-called Abrahamic beliefs have, as core to their doctrine, an acknowledgment that all must believe that their god owns and controls their soul spark and determines its disposition after death.  To weed out the heretics, one must give their life, efforts and/ or soul to their deity with the belief it will result in a rich eternity of “heaven”.  Failure to submit, as  claimed by Christianity, will result in an eternity of torment.

Here is the AHA moment for me….

While I was very aware that one could bargain with their soul spark for rewards in this reality, what was the difference between that and what these religions do? Considered closely and objectively, the only difference is that “believers” are banking on their rewards in the after life.  Both the black magician and the religious believer enter into a type of cosmic contract with inorganic beings, whereby the soul spark, at death, is owned for a specified period.

To explore this a bit further, and provide additional support for the above observations, it is very helpful to view this through the lens of Gnostic thought.  Why Gnosticism? As mentioned earlier, there is a common element of kundalini among those systems that had direct experience in accessing other realities.  This clearly resulted in a vast amount of cosmic wisdom that arrived through experiential reality. The Gnostics were contemporaries of the early Christian movement and very often their target as well due to this acquired wisdom. This foundling religion had a cornerstone that the church was the ultimate authority over man, and despite lack of proof, all must have blind faith in God.  The Gnostics viewed this blind faith component as evidence of the archons control over the minds of their followers.

Being the early astral travelers, spirit journeyers and remote viewers, it was essential that they learned how to work with and control their kundalini, an essential variable in the wisdom they gathered. This component is conspicuously absent from western religions but there are strict punishments listed in the Old Testament for witches, soothsayers, seers and the like. During the infamous Inquisition, it was not uncommon for mid-wives to be tried and burned alive as a witch, simply because they instinctively knew how to safely deliver babies.  What the entities behind the formation of the Abrahamic religions knew was  that each human contains psychic gifts and abilities that are innate and can be strengthened through effort and use. This would grant them access to wisdom that most often ran counter to the dogma being enforced, and often at the point of a sword. They sought both dominance and total obedience, traits which Castenada associates with the flyers.

So, even if they could access other realities and entities,  could observations made by the Gnostics really pose a threat to the Abrahamic beliefs? Quite simply…. YES. To be more precise, the nature of our soul essence and its origin posed a grave threat, largely because it elevated man’s soul to that of being above the gods. Not only that but possessing this knowledge was one of their most potent weapons, which they could use to  defeat the archons essentially on their own turf.  They believed, and is echoed in Hermetic Philosophy, that there was single entity from which all creation was conceived.  In the realm of the Divine, which they referred to as the Pleroma, The ALL created a number of entities to enact its desires of creation, including a group of beings known as the aeons, who were created in male/female pairs.  The most well-known is called Sophia, and they believed that, without joining with her cosmic twin, she created a psychopathic androgynous entity called Yaldabaoth or the Demiurge.  Similar to the story of Gaia, she was allegedly imprisoned in the shell of earth by the children she created.

While interesting, there is one other element that is the crux.  The Gnostics believed that our great soul spark was made in the Pleroma which, essentially and cosmically, means we are first generation emanations of The ALL, while the archons posing as gods, are relative – compared to us – newcomers.  They were created for the purpose of creation and administration, it was claimed, without a past, while our souls have existed for far longer in an ongoing series of events with a goal of rejoining with “that from which we came from”.  They further claimed that the archons were not capable of evolving spiritually, like humans, and harbored a jealousy of that. It cannot be denied that those religions most prevalent in the west rely on enforcing how weak or sinful we are, existing at the whim of the respective god, even making preposterous statements, here and here, claiming “god’s judgment” when a  calamity or tragedy occurs. These evangelists have an enormous audience base and were instilling little more than superstitious beliefs and reinforcing the essential “fear of god’s wrath”  component of their doctrine.

A common belief among religious  devotees is that their particular holy text contains answers to anything they need to know about. If something can’t be found, there are a variety of explanations why, including the ever-popular “god works in mysterious ways”.  There is no coincidence between the birth of Catholicism and humanity’s entry into the Dark Ages.  For over a thousand years, scientific discovery progressed at a snail’s pace, with new discoveries deemed to be heresy if they did not reinforce the official policy.  It can’t be denied that this iron fist ensured that the  followers did not involve anything but religion for their answers.  Is there any reason why this would be any type of a threat to these great gods, that can be found the Bible, for example? YES…. Check this out:

Genesis 11:6,7:

6 And the Lord said, Behold, the people is one, and they have all one language; and this they begin to do: and now nothing will be restrained from them, which they have imagined to do.

7 Go to, let us go down, and there confound their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech.

This clearly reinforces not only one of their greatest fears – if humanity united as one, nothing they attempt to do will fail –   but also that their interference would be on a mental level, influencing speech and the ability to understand it. The following echoes a very similar acknowledgment and fear:

Genesis 3:22:

Then the LORD God said, “Look, the human beings have become like us, knowing both good and evil. What if they reach out, take fruit from the tree of life, and eat it? Then they will live forever!”

This may well refer to the tree located in Eden but its deeper meaning is found in systems like the qabala that have the “tree of life” as central to their belief. Is it possible that these archons harbored a fear that we would discover the true nature of the cosmos and creation, and consequently us? Is it possible, as some contend, that the reality of form was created for the benefit of growth to the soul spark within us… and not for the god’s benefit?

The Gnostic disciples were taught about and experienced these archons, and devised potent weapons which not only included mantras and mudras (hand movements) but especially the recall of the birth of the archons, when they felt another consciousness trying  to invade their mind. Buddhists in the far east discovered that learning how to silence one’s mind to all thought also sent the intruding thoughts and source packing.

Before a summation, there is one last belief that must be addressed because it  may well play an integral part in understanding just how deeply some of these archons –  demons, jinn, daeva – can actually enter and control a human host.  The belief is that there are some humans born without a soul spark. They have the spirit or etheric energy but essentially are missing a soul and it is claimed some archons interact directly on our 3D plane using these “soulless beings” essentially as suits. Given your awareness of the complexity of creation, does this belief have a possibility of being realistic? If this reality was indeed designed for our spiritual growth and development, involving exposure to adversity, challenge and obstacles, it stands to reason that some entities must  inevitably play the role of villain. Are they acting on their own or are they being directed by inorganic beings?


I do not seek to draw conclusions for you, not do I force my conclusions on anybody.  Based on research and insight, however, I contend that the “creator gods” do not own us any more than a house’s architect, painter or electrician owns the tenants who move in.  While I question the veracity of much of the Urantia Book, I will agree it paints a reasonably cogent picture of the extremely complex requirements pertaining to the continued maintenance and administration of our 3D reality, earth being our major concern. The Gnostics add a further note of sobriety for consideration in the form of energy harvesting and predation – the act of being a predator.  The very existence of these archons, some sects claimed,  was entirely dependent on humans for energetic nourishment. If the belief in human “energy vampires” has merit, then it stands to reason that inorganic beings have this ability as well.  To add more confusion – or perhaps clarity – it is essential to listen closely to those who you feel are true sources of light. Alchemist Jim Self, among others, claims that a type of energetic corruption has occurred, impacting directly on our 3D reality.  The creator gods began creating using their own energy – “breath of life” – instead of from Source.  It is claimed they refused  when told to stop and were cut off from being able to utilize  Divine Source  energy.  An energetic feedback loop was then created in which humans became the food source for these entities, who in turn would control events that would keep them well-supplied with resulting human energy.

Once again, I am not pushing anything on anybody.  My position, all told, is that I own my soul spark and body. Additionally, we each (spiritually aware beings) determine our destination after the transition of death.  While the gods cannot take the soul spark by force, I believe that, similar to a black magician’s agreement, it can be given to them willingly.  Before working on this last pair of poems, I had never made the connection between the two methods, which may have different causes, but the effect is undoubtedly the same. Both parties have made sacred and binding agreements, giving their deity all rights to the soul spark after death.

As a magical practitioner, I should have made the connection by noting the similarities… but I didn’t until I took the Sorceress of Silence trip with “the girls”.  It showed me that those entities who are oriented to the divine feminine, like those I worked with in penning these poetic journeys, have both unique wisdom as well as insight.

I am compelled to address one final point of interest and perhaps even concern. Like many in my generation, and the preceding ones,  I was raised in a religious home, where I was taught that only their beliefs were “true”, among many other questionable beliefs.  As one who is a “recovered Christian”, I have observed that those who have accepted the “offer of salvation” did so as a result of either family pressure or a need arose for some means of support during a difficult time.  Often, as in my case, this event transpired at an age when I did not fully understand what I was getting myself into.  As a result of this latest collaboration with “the girls”, I became aware that I had never annulled that contract made in prayer as a young child.  They kindly provided me with an answer and ritual, detailed below.

It can be as complex as calling in the Watchtowers to witness your declaration or as simple as lighting a candle and asking a guide or favorite angel to stand in as a cosmic witness. It is advisable to spend some time beforehand to detail your “declaration of independence” and don’t be discouraged about having to write it down and then  read it aloud, as opposed to simply speaking from the “heart” of your being.  This can be a bit unsettling so having it written down ensures that your annulment of the contract is complete. Once you have read it aloud, you may wish to request some assistance in the removal of energetic etheric chords from the archons to you.  Over time, my experience has shown me that these can slowly erode if not enough energetic intent is placed on them but can still remain as attachments all the same.  An important consideration is that whoever is chosen also is requested to provide healing energy to the point of contact.

As a final suggested step, consider a slightly salted warm bath. Address the Earth Mother as it is filling and request to use her water essence to remove all negative energy, entities, vibrations or attachments that are no longer in your best interest. On completion, once again address the Earth Mother and thank her for allowing you to use her essence to cleanse.  Ask that she accept the energy removed by the bath and transmute it to a form which she can utilize.

For a final time, I do not force my observations or insights on you.  It is just a piece of the whole truth like a sliver of pie. To some, it will not resonate as truth at all, echoing the Hermeticist Principle of Polarity, which objectifies, “all truths are but half truths”.  I would suggest also that it is imperative we alter our paradigms, as new information, awareness or insight becomes available. It would not  be reasonable to pick up a year old flyer from the bottom of your closet, to your favorite grocery store, and expect the same specials to be on sale.  Similarly, we do ourselves a great service when our viewpoints change to reflect new data received. Many can sense that something quite extraordinary is about to take place and Thoth provides some fascinating predictions and encouragement in Tablet XII, called The Key of Prophecy, provided below in conclusion.

 “Aye, the children of men shall progress
onward and upward to the great goal.
Children of Light shall they become.
Flame of the flame shall their Souls ever be.
Knowledge and wisdom shall be man’s
in the great age for he shall approach the eternal flame,
the Source of all wisdom,
the place of beginning,
that is yet One with the end of all things.

Aye, in a time that is yet unborn,
all shall be One and One shall be All.
Man, a perfect flame of this Cosmos,
shall move forward to a place in the stars.
Aye, shall move even from out of this space-time
 into another beyond the stars.”

Namaste, Nick xxxxx



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