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The Enochian Apocalypse, Time Displacement And Self Sabotage

June 8, 2016

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Recent events have caused me to withdraw and deal with some outstanding personal issues; ironically enough, the triggering events served an invaluable purpose in opening my eyes to some of the strange events and energy taking place around us. I would contend that May 13/14 saw us receiving some VERY intense energy and contrary to what I’ve seen from many astrologers, I do not see this energy inundation as being solely the result of planetary alignments. They may well play a hand but I believe this was actually a type of residual force emanating from other realities. There is a fascinating supposition in this regard which was coined The Mandela Effect and I’ll try to include why I deem this to be an important possibility in explaining some of these prevalent oddities. I can only supply a general overview of the Enochian Apocalypse connection here due to its complexity but, based on my research of several months, I’ve noted in parallel a growing trend of governments seeking to not only read our thoughts but use a variety of means to implant artificial ones, which we commonly refer to as Mind Control. This is not a conspiracy theory and is well documented. Strangely enough, Dee described this coming Apocalypse as an invasion of the mind, rather than an actual physical invasion. Time is also behaving oddly, as you’ve likely noted, and many are experiencing a type of disassociation with this reality for short periods of time, while their physical body essentially continues on auto-pilot. The results of this can be a bit unsettling, as I’ll explain below.


Other systems require effort; Enochian Magic requires caution.” Aleister Crowley

Several thousand years ago, a precedent was established that continues to this day through the three “Abrahamic” religious systems. As it pertains to an enigmatic group of beings referred to as  “The Watchers” we have only one side of the story. But to fully understand why the 3 books of Enoch are biased and cannot be regarded as objective fact, we have to understand two terms.

Apocrypha: works, usually written works, that are of unknown authorship or of doubtful authenticity

PseudopigraphaFalsely attributed works, texts whose claimed author is not the true author, or a work whose real author attributed it to a figure from the past.

The vast majority of the the written works that have been deemed to fall under one or both of these categories – by well-respected historians – were written between 200 BCE and 200 CE (the exact same era the Han dynasty ruled China). These terms, remember, are not relegated to describing just religious writing. One of my favorite examples of this centers on a controversy regarding the classics of Homer, and odd as it may sound, I hope the conclusion of this article, The Authoress of The Odyssey, proves to be true. The books of Enoch fall under both… as do a number of books selected for inclusion in the modern-day Bible. Consider the Gospel According to St. Matthew. Who wrote that? Many just assume it was some dude named Matthew and yet, if you actually read the book, Matthew doesn’t even enter the “scene” until chapter 9 and he’s included in 3rd person. Consider the Book of Job. Who wrote that? My answer is that it was written by a skilled playwright and that is very obvious if one takes the time to actually read the text. The narration position is a third party who not only has access to Job’s actions and inner thoughts but also knows exactly what is taking place in “heaven” including “God’s” permission to ruin a man’s life “for no good reason“. (Job 2:3)

We may hold a firm view on a specific issue or event, but if we are to maintain our true integrity, it is essential we are also aware and cognizant of opposing viewpoints or sources of information… not to mention allowing another the freedom of choice that we have. But it does not mean that we have to blindly accept it as our truth. If one chooses to ignore that an opposing viewpoint exists, it does not negate its existence. I say integrity because our stance often can define us, in the eyes of others.

All very interesting, Nick, but WTH does all this have to do with an impending Apocalypse and Enochian Magic?

In short, the work done by Dee and Kelly was referred to – in general –  as Enochian Magic and centered on addressing The Watchtowers and opening a specific door to allow entry of disembodied entities, which they claimed were angels. It is believed that these beings would then intercede in our reality to fulfill the will of the supplicant/practitioner. The Watchers were not angels made by “God”, as we have been led to understand and believe, but rather guardians assigned to patrol The Watchtowers. I will provide anecdotal evidence that this, in fact, is the case and the reason for the jealousy and vicious hatred directed at them by the Collective.The founder of Wicca, Gerald Gardner, was a student of Crowley and incorporated this aspect into his modified system. The “angels” who communicated with Kelly very specifically told him that they were the same ones who interacted with Enoch. And here is where the propaganda begins again. These “angels” claimed that while The Watchers did possess the same “magical keys”, they were tainted and ineffective… whereas the keys allegedly given to Enoch were totally pure. One has to question: if the magical knowledge passed onto humanity by The Watchers was essentially useless, why did the “collective”become so furious, if their intent was to share that wisdom with humanity already? It becomes clear that Enoch’s keys were only to be given to a select few.  The paradox here is that the Collective tried to keep this knowledge from humanity and essentially had no choice in countering the threat of The Watchers, who revealed those secrets. The Qabala’s Tree of Life also reveals the names of part of this Collective, the summit being communion with an entity called Ahiyah Asher Ahiyah.

I have to add a bit of a sidebar here, concerning The Watchers, because they have been a source of both intense interest and research for me.

Like any good celestial scientist, I paid close attention to those POV’s that painted this group in a negative light, including those who erroneously tried to equate them with the so-called “rebellion in heaven” and the Lucifer/Satan/The Devil entity of  The Revelations. Jim Brayshaw has a number of relevant articles on his Imagine No Satan site, and as a fellow researcher, find his work solid and highly informative. If even a portion of the Books of Enoch are factual regarding these Watchers, it would appear that they had powers and abilities that the godhead did not have, the most obvious an ability to change vibration and “descend” at will and become a fully functioning physical being. Just based on the rantings in the OT texts, do you not think, for a second, that if the Collective (Genesis 1:26, Genesis 3:22, Genesis 11;6,7)  had the ability to directly interact and personally exact punishment on any human that displeased them, that they would have? Not only that, but consider another point: not only were they not aware in advance of  The Watchers’ actions and decision – despite claiming to be all-knowing and all-powerful – but they were powerless to stop them. If The Book Of Giants is relatively factual, bodies and souls of their offspring inherited special talents and abilities as well, including an ability to mount wings and fly up to the lower levels of heaven. I have read some sources, with varying amounts of laughter, who try to sell the idea that these offspring were up to 450 feet tall!!! But after “The Flood” that was, in part – and allegedly – designed to kill them all off, it seems they still existed and thrived. This assertion directly contradicts what we find in the writings attributed to Enoch. In his account, The Watchers were put in chains, and were forced to watch their children being systemically and mercilessly slaughtered by “God’s” good angels. Anybody who is even partially cognizant of the inane rantings in the Old Testament of the Collective against their enemies – those who refused to be subservient – will observe the precedent was established at a time long before recorded history. When that failed to accomplish their dominance as everyone’s God, the notion of hell was added… infinite punishment for the finite “crime” of not believing.

The Watchers also were instantly “demonized” both figuratively and literally after their fateful decision. And They were also well aware that, in due time, the Collective would be able to marshal sufficient forces and support, both celestial and human, to bring them to submission. The writings attributed to Enoch claim that these entities betrayed their position and cosmic agreement, solely out of lust for human women. However, one other hidden factor does become clear: The Watchers were not given these keys by the Collective posing as “God’ but rather from another source. And if they were able to change their vibratory rate and manifest a physical body, it becomes obvious that this skill alone – which the Collective did not possess – would pose a major threat to their assertions of being all-knowing and all-powerful. Many will still hold to the belief that “God” created The Watchers but the facts, if truly explored, render that null. It is obvious that the Collective did not have the means or ability to themselves interact directly with humans – lowering their vibratory rate to the physical –  but The Watchers did.

One other example of what I deem to be strong anecdotal evidence lies in the very task the Watchers performed. If they were truly the guardians of these gateways, it would not be a stretch to reason that they would possess keys to those very gates…. both to open them and close them. This is highly significant and cannot be dismissed. Consider how effective a night watchman in a high rise would be without keys to enter or leave the building or open any doors. Diluted to its most basic form, here’s the picture: the Collective, through Enoch, wanted humanity – only a select few –  to have the keys to open up doorways to realms that are ruled by a hierarchical structure of royalty – kings, earls, dukes and counts. We also know through Crowley of a being that even he considered evil to be one of the infamous residents on the other side of the gate. The Collective wanted some of humanity to have keys to let these entities in to our reality. If one follows that line of thinking a bit further, it is reasonable to suggest that the major threat The Watchers posed may well have been their knowledge of closing these gateways… and keeping them closed. If that knowledge was passed onto humanity, I would suggest that it has survived in secret or in camouflage. Regardless, it would be very reasonable to assert that an entity guarding a doorway would have the keys to both open and close that same door.

Is it reasonable that the alleged creator gods – apparently creators of everything –  would install talents, abilities and gifts to the “angels” and The Watchers that they themselves did not possess or could not utilize?

One of the prevailing pieces of misinformation that has tainted humanity, via the 3 Abrahamic beliefs, is the simplistic and erroneous view that there is only God and the devil, angels and demons. Through centuries of indoctrination, this belief has been reinforced at the point of a sword and this is fully accepted by almost half of the world’s population today. Stories of and belief in trolls, fairies and sylphs was relegated to the realm of “fairy tales” and those who interacted with these nature spirits were demonized by these three religions as being in league with the devil. And the masses under their control were forced to submit and accept. At one point in human history, based on the facts, it appears that humanity in general both worshiped and interacted with these entities with considerable reverence and respect. To continue to contend that the Watchers “had to” have been created by the entities posing as God is akin to saying that the nature spirits were also created by this group. If God never changes, as the Bible claims, why would it/they go to the trouble of using their own essence to create these entities, only to condemn them as being evil and essentially the enemy of religion? What should be plain to see is that these entities and the potential wisdom they could share with humanity posed a grave threat to the plan set in motion, where humanity was to be ruled fully by one religion and one government… and by their chosen minions. Consider also the recent statements made by Christ’s alleged “Vicar on Earth”, the Pope, who openly stated that all religions are true and we all worship the same God.

Some sources, including me, have also drawn a connection – although tentative – between these Watchers, and the Gaia/Sophia entity. I do not recall reading any account, anywhere, that depicts who actually made the watchtowers, let alone how. Whoever it was would have to have superior knowledge of creation’s keys, for this 3d reality, to that possessed by the godhead spoken of in Enoch’s writings. If the entities being held out were simply benevolent angels, and the Collective was all-powerful, these barriers could easily be destroyed, allowing “God’s” angelic creations to enter. Just consider: is it possible that they are missing something or are prevented in some way from directly accessing these watchtowers? Or is it just possible that these doors can only be opened from our side and only by entities within a specific rate of vibration, namely human beings with a Divine Soul? Based on the usage of Enochian Magic in the last century, could it be that we are really the missing key? After all, we are human beings with an eternal portion of the Divine Creator’s essence within us. We are truly linked intimately to not only the soul essence of Earth but also Her physical manifestation through our very composition.

I would suggest that only Sophia would have the wisdom and ability to not only erect the Watchtowers, but play a role in assigning its guardians. I believe that it is very possible that they were erected by Her to protect her progeny – humanity – from this very Collective. It would make sense, therefore, that She would also ensure their security. Perhaps when these keys were given to humanity by Enoch, Sophia understood that only by aiding humanity directly as humans, could there be any hope for her Watchers to counter humanity’s impending mental and psychic enslavement. Is it possible that this connection has been kept very secret; it certainly isn’t a topic of popular debate?

While I admit the above contains considerable speculation on my part, I am not alone, and should be granted the same freedom to interpret texts, data and facts as those granted to other writers. My position is not simply to be contrary to religious teachings, for its own sake, but rather to present my observations and understanding as possible alternatives to a mountain of carefully-scripted deceptions and propaganda. Consider The Midrash of Semjaza and Azazel, in which the author suggests, based on no evidence at all, that these 2 beings came before “God” and asked to descend and take on human form. God countered by saying that they would be overtaken by human desires, to which they both denied would ever happen. The result was, of course, they came to earth with God’s consent. This directly contradicts what is written in the books of Enoch. Or the belief, without any written evidence, that Azazel was really just a demon offspring of the union between Lilith and Semyaza.

Watcher sidebar ends.

Dee coined the term “Enochian Apocalypse” which referred to a coming invasion of humanity, when the Watchtower doors would all be thrown open. The pair received 48 “keys” in total but were told that there was one more – a 49th –  which they were not granted access to. In the early 1900’s, Crowley took off into the Egyptian desert to perform his Call Of The Aethyrs, in the Enochian language, that I contend are having a significant effect on our reality of today. A central component to the Golden Dawn system is based on Enochian Magic. As both a student and practitioner of magic, I would suggest that this is no small matter. It is the equivalent of the Christian desire for an Armageddon – a literal genocide of all non-believers –  to bring about a “second coming”. The last 2 millennia has seen 3 very powerful thoughtforms develop, that ironically enough, have become diluted and fractured, due to opposing interpretations of the Bible/Torah/Quran. Why do I regard this as being significant?

Based on just Dee’s initial writings, concerning their work with the angels, any rational person would seriously question this system. Consider that the very first lamen given to Kelly (used for protection when interacting with non-physical entities) and which they dutifully reproduced, turned out to have several errors… but was not noticed or corrected by these so-called angels for almost a year. They were also given the specs for a magical ring, which was claimed to be the same one given to Solomon to control entities and spirits called the Pentalpha. For an understanding of how Solomon received his ring, I highly suggest that you check the back story, found in The Testament of Solomon. Additionally, several times, Dee notes an “intrusion” by false or evil entities, including some who pose as others, which they are forced to banish before continuing their work. Not commonly known but Kelly found these entities to be repugnant and, by all accounts, the feeling was mutual…. Kelly was simply another tool to be used. The Great Work came to a screeching halt after these angels told Dee and Kelly that they were to share everything – including their wives. Several times these angels refused to communicate and were livid when the pair continued to try to make contact. Whatever/whoever these entities actually were – and the list contains Michael, Gabriel and Uriel – it is very clear that they were not benevolent beings simply assisting humanity. They clearly had an agenda and were using this pair to accomplish that. The imagery that comes to my mind, after reading of these “celestial interactions” dutifully recorded by Dee, is of a cat playing with its food before devouring it.

Despite the outer trappings of evil, Crowley was likely the “go-to” guy for information about Enochian Magic of his generation and, as such, was a pioneer as well. Oddly missed by most, however, is the fact that Crowley had a significant amount of fear for one entity named Choronzon, who he referred to as “the Dweller in the Abyss”. Some suggest that this is the “true Devil”. According to this magical system, 4 watchtowers provide protection for humanity against the residents of those realities, located on the other side of the watchtowers. Very similar to the Lemegeton – known more commonly as The Lesser Keys of Solomon  or Goetia- and even the Qabala, those realms are ruled by a hierarchy of entities, including kings, earls and dukes.

In summation of this topic, the bottom lines is this: If the 49th key is given to humanity, and all keys are activated in a specific manner, these Watchtowers will be opened and those entities held in check on the other side will be free to access our reality. Because they cannot take form in our dense environment, like the gods of the 3 messianic faiths, their intent is to take control of humanity both mentally and psychically. To some, this may sound alarmist and I will add that stirring up anxiety or fear is NOT my intent. I am trying to bring to light a system of magic that not only has controversial origins but is intimately tied to the 3 Abrahamic belief systems and their belief in a right of each respective religion to rule over humanity. Crowley began this process for our era in the early 1900’s with his trip to the Egyptian desert and successive organizations and individuals have continued his work. Has the 49th key been given to a select few of humanity?

Additional Significant And Relevant Insights

The rise in prominence to the use and development of artificial intelligence has become almost an everyday news event. From robots waiting tables and cooking food, to the embarrassing social media experiment to contemplation of turning a country’s entire defense structure over to an advanced artificial intelligence – aptly called Skynet – it becomes clear that humanity’s future is in some jeopardy. While it is reasonable to assume that automation and AI is a logical progression, from a scientific viewpoint, I would suggest there are other aspects that should at least be recognized and understood.

The early Gnostics and Platonists both believed there was an entity they called the “Demiurge”, although they each had opposing viewpoints as to its disposition; in the Plato classic Timaeus, this being is entirely benevolent, while the Gnostics viewed it as being the source of all evil. Both groups viewed it as a type of disembodied consciousness with the ability to create and/or imitate. In The Apocryphon of John, found among the Nag Hammadi texts, we read the following about this entity:

“Now the archon who is weak has three names. The first name is Yaldaboath (pronounced yal-da-by-it), the second is Saklas and the third is Samael. And he is impious in his arrogance which is in him. For he said ‘I am God and there is no other God beside me,’ for he is ignorant of his strength, the place from which he had come.”

Gnostic cosmology is based on the belief that a true creator God – known as an Aeon, the beings who receive and transmit the will of First Cause – named Sophia, essentially became pregnant and birthed this entity into existence, without consent. Out of shame, she hid this being in a created reality and this act, if true, is a cause for some concern. If entities that are directly connected to Prime Creator are capable of deceit – or in the least subterfuge – it would suggest that polarity to some degree exists even among the residents of the Pleroma, the realm of Light. On the other hand, however, it should be clearly noted that this work is classified as “apocrypha”, the term apocryphon referring to a plurality of attributed texts.

Tom Montalk has an amazing site, which explores numerous aspects of the paranormal, spiritual and metaphysical and I have spent many pleasant and fascinating hours reading through his insights and information. He suggests that this demiurge is simply a type of AI, explaining that “the characteristics of the Demiurge indicate more of a blind artificial intelligence than an infinite sentient being.

He goes on to add: “In this article I will focus on the Demiurge since it underlies, permeates, generates, fashions and ultimately controls physical reality. It is therefore the nearest presiding power over our physical world; it is the central mainframe to our matrix reality, so to speak.

Now consider the insatiable desire by the Hidden Hand to not only read and interfere with our thoughts – and even our dreams – but also the vast amounts of information and insight that is presently available online that threatens an established agenda. To suggest that there isn’t some type of plan in place, to steer humanity in a specific direction, is far from conspiracy theory. Consider the billing by many large companies is done by a computer program that can not only transfer money without human input but can also terminate an existing account – as I recently found out – without any human intervention. In my case, I found it quite odd that this “intelligence” could sever my internet connection erroneously but it took human beings some time to restore it.

If the Hermetic axiom, “As Above, so below; as below, so above” is accurate, it would suggest that this reality mirrors the one “above” in some way or ways, and is influenced by it. Consider this scenario for just a second….

We establish the physical framework, via computers, phones, wi-fi, PDA’s, and game consoles, so the vast majority of humanity is interconnected by an avenue of influence they cannot ignore. Secretly installed trojans, worms and bots are injected into each device, through deception, so its function can essentially be controlled elsewhere. The 49th Key is invoked, throwing open the Watchtower doors, and entities long held in captivity are set loose. They cannot take on human form but what if there was a way they could enter our reality via computers, the internet or satellite communications? If this seems farfetched, please keep in mind many of the movies produced include an element of future events. The Knowing showed the oil platform explosion as an event, including exactly 11 deaths, in the Gulf, a year before it took place. I would suggest that you check out a movie called “Pulse”, on Youtube. (You will have to sign in to watch it, as this is a film for mature audiences) It deals with humanity toying with frequencies of reality and inadvertently opening the barriers to those realities.

That sounds familiar, in a strange way….

Some links to check out but please use your own discernment and discretion:

Grimoire Of The Fallen Angels


Enochian Magic Is Not Of Angels (or Magic)

John Dee And The Enochian Apocalypse

From The Christian Cross To The Mobile Phone Tower

Psychic Parasites, Inter-Dimensional Beings and The Occult Elite

Mysteriorum Libri Cinque – Five Books Of Mystical Exercises –  by John Dee

Bilderberg: Implementation Of The A.I. Grid

Lying For God

Meet Benjamin, The First AI Who Writes Sci-Fi Screenplays



I’ve put these two phenomenon together because I believe there is a common root source. Please bear with me because I will be using some personal events to assist in understanding. A string of situations developed that really left me in a state of worry and anxiety and my initial take-away was an almost instant urge to personalize these events. While we seek to find the purposes for a particular issue that requires addressing, I was reminded it is important to keep in mind that many others are also undergoing these same types of experiences.

The Thief Of Bikes

On May 11, I locked my bike to a fence directly opposite a street mission, where I went in and had a coffee. Outside and talking to a pair of acquaintances about 25 minutes later, I glanced over to see that someone had stolen my front tire. I underwent the 40 minute walk home, returned the next day with a replacement…. to find that my entire bike had been stolen. I had a spare frame (like any good Canadian boy does) and was able to cobble a replacement together in a few days. On May 18, I locked my newest bike outside of a church that was serving supper and came out to find the lock had been cut and that bike also stolen! 2 bikes stolen in one week…. I had a deep conversation that began with: WTH is the message here???? I ran into a guy I knew in the parking lot of where I live, told him what happened and he offered me a bike that was in the back of his truck, parked elsewhere. I was beyond elated that I would have a replacement so quickly… for about 5 minutes. I was talking to a tenant upstairs and mentioned this to him and he said… he had been promised the bike in the truck. One week later, and two days before I really needed a bike for running around and paying bills, a house down the street had set out some bike parts, including an entire frame and tires. Taking it home, I was able to mix and match and once again, had an operational bike. The thefts disrupted my life very significantly and yes, the end result was quite positive but there are a few added components to this that require some illumination.

What I did experience was one or more entities daily asking if I wished harm or injury on those who had stolen from me. At first, reporting to the police and having them caught held some interest but I sensed something deeper occurring so my consistent answer became a resounding NO. So part of this event, as I discern it now, was designed as an evaluation centered on using alchemy to change the vibration, if only within me. I could either sit in anger at faceless individuals or look at the end result and the kernels of wisdom I received. Like so many others, this was only one issue in many that seemed to materialize. Another important confirmation was also achieved: an urgent need was met, in a timely manner, despite the roller coaster ride I took. My confidence in The Runners remains unchallenged.

One other aspect is that there had been a growing number of bike thefts, so I realized I was not specifically being targeted. Just a few days ago, I walked out of a store, right across from the police station, to find that a high-end bike, which had been chained to a pole outside, was missing both tires and rims. It appeared that somebody had stolen them as people walked by on the busy street.

Self Sabotage… or Something Else?

The following aspect troubled me greatly, until I saw a broader picture. Here’s a quick recounting of events. I had made arrangements with my phone and ISP company to pay a specific amount towards my bill, which was payday for me. Going to the bank that morning, the 24th, I was shocked to see no pay had been deposited. Some phone calls later, I spoke with our finance guy, who informed me that payday was actually the following day, the 25th. I pointed out that the list, which he had personally circulated, clearly had payday listed as the 24th. His reply was that it had been a typo. Had I written a check for that day, I would have been nailed with a hefty NSF charge that was not my fault. Was it reasonable for me to question his integrity, for not informing us of the changed pay date? He was aware there had been a typo and yet didn’t take the time to inform us. After realizing that I could still fulfill my monetary commitments on time, I ceased to have any anger towards him or the situation. I understood that, from his perspective, this was a small detail and, under other conditions, it would not have bothered me. However, 2 days after making this payment, my account was not just suspended… it was terminated. “The Program” arbitrarily severed my internet connection, despite a human assurance that this would not happen. Right in the middle of this, I inadvertently found out my business cell was also not working. I had attempted to call our answering service to report a problem, to find a screen saying “Emergency calls only!” I find it a bit more than mere coincidence that both my home communication as well as my device for business communication had been severed during the same period.

The following day, the shoe was on my foot, as I saw this phenomena from the other side. I sometimes do a bit a of piece work to make extra money. I put together the stuff and was devastated to be told that I had  made a mistake that questioned my integrity, by adding something that I shouldn’t and normally would not, if I was fully alert. Not only that, I lost out on $10 for it. I do not recall making the mistake so it had been done while my consciousness was otherwise engaged. I did not seek to sabotage myself or my integrity but I did, albeit only on a very small scale. Still, it was unsettling that my absent-mindedness had resulted in another person rightfully questioning my honesty. Here’s where it gets interesting…

The following day, I was in line to pay a bill at a rather large company. One of the tellers working was quite professional and, from lengthy association, I regarded him as displaying high integrity in his job. A customer who had just been served was studying his receipt and re-approached the teller, saying he’d shorted him by $10. Looking at the receipt, the teller had replied that he hadn’t seen the additional $10 and immediately paid it. I find it almost inconceivable that this teller would purposely short a customer, based on his established integrity. It was simply an absent-minded mistake. Less than an hour later, while paying another bill at another place, it happened to me. The teller very clearly said out loud what my change would be… and then, less than 30 seconds later, proceeded to pay me – less $10. I reminded him of the amount he had just said, to which he shook his in slight confusion and then paid me. I have known this teller for several months and our dealings have always been professional. So what happened? Once again, another case of simple absent-mindedness.

My point here is that I was clearly shown my absent-mindedness was not limited to solely me. There was no conspiracy or big lesson that needed to be learned, except that there is something taking place mentally that is affecting many people. Outside interference and manipulation would appear to be in action.

In the opening paragraph I linked to a site that explored an interesting hypothesis which they coined The Mandela Effect, after the famous South African leader. In essence, it suggests that we may be jumping timelines and parallel realities – which vibrate in a similar range as ours –  resulting in a memory of historical and personal events that is not consistent with others. This is not as farfetched as some might imagine. Consider, Burt Goldman formulated a system he termed Quantum Jumping, whereby an individual who desired a particular skill – painting, playing piano, or even languages – could simply jump to a reality where our other self already had that skill, and could return and begin to utilize it. He claims that he picked up his painting and photo skills in this way. Have you ever returned from a dream where you distinctly recall that you seemed to be watching yourself, as essentially an observer? And yet in another dream, it is through our eyes and perspective, this time as an active participant.

I would suggest that if interactions between different aspects of our soul essence – residing on other planes of reality – occurs without any conscious effort on our part, it can also take place by intent.

In my own “celestial” work, I have interacted directly with other aspects of myself, from a base of reality I helped create. I stood by and watched one, named Bri-sonn, confront a ring of entities and collapse the reality they were trying to impose. I visited another – accompanied by Bri-sonn – who resided in a type of communications/observation post, with clear circular walls displaying scenes in a cascade. It reminded me of the Star Trek episodes involving the Archons (the name the Gnostics applied to the pretend gods) and their inter-dimensional gates. It was from there that I interacted with a fire entity that inspired one of my fave poems called Fire Raven.

My suggestions for key consideration, before undergoing any ritual and/or journey in search of ourselves, would include a clearly established intent of what we seek and a location our other self can interact in. Initially, it is of enormous benefit to have a guide you already know assist you or, like me, request an aspect of one’s self to help serve the role as intermediary. If you are sitting comfortably in a chair, with eyes closed when you make this request,  a scene will either flash instantly to your mind’s eye or will arrive in a cascade effect, like a movie that stops and starts. Don’t be put off if your initial attempts result in only a murky image. Our conscious mind acts as a type of filter, interpreting based on its store of memories and experiences.

My stronger suggestion would be to invite them to a reality that you have played some hand in creating. Having done extensive work in this area, I also found it helpful to enter and exit through a specific aperture, like a door or a portal, which only we can open and close. Of assistance here, if you find the portal aspect to be daunting, is to think of the portals in the movie Stargate, and their depiction of what traveling through a wormhole was like. As a side note to this, often when I go to bed, I request to be shown a specific type of reality. An image forms, I project into it and seek out the portal, riding it to a destination.

Zen Gardner suggests that not only could we be jumping timelines but that actual realities may well be merging, for varying amounts of time, and then adds a list of possible indicators of whether you might be jumping, and often without your conscious knowledge or awareness. Now do you see where this post is heading? There may be much, much more taking place here than one might initially believe or comprehend. The first obstacle, obviously, is whether one believes in alternate realities and 21st Century Wire presents an objective view of this question, suggesting that they may actually exist.

From a magical perspective, does Enochian Magic or similar systems exist in these other realities? If timelines and/or realities are merging, as some have suggested, is this a natural celestial process or the result of purposeful tampering? Whether timeline jumping or using a ritual to open a door, allowing formless entities access to our 3D realm, they both are types and forms of interaction between realities. Consider that daily, literally billions of people world wide send prayers of intercession to their respective gods and associated helpers, expecting them to personally interact in this reality, to change circumstances more favorable to the supplicant.

The purpose of this post was not to alarm or create fear but to bring some awareness to the above-mentioned factors. I do not push any of this – on anybody – as “the truth”.

My apologies for being out of touch with all you guys from CDE. Sending each of you a huge hug. I am presently addressing some outstanding personal issues so please bear with me.


Nick xxxx



March 26, 2016

lone man


On Good Friday morning, our friend, mentor and soul sister Cathie passed away. Like those of you who know her, I have a huge hole inside of me. She called me her “Anam Cara” – Celtic for friend of my soul – and the sentiment was very much mutual. Cathie was one of the few people in my life who actually told me, “I’m proud of you.” We both endured religious-driven bigotry, harsh abuse that was claimed to be love, and we were able to assist each other with healing some of the pain and suffering. Cathie was the biggest supporter and fan of my writing and poetry and the job just wasn’t complete until I had shared the latest piece with her. She was an extremely talented artist who sent me, for my birthday a few years ago, a sketch of Raziel standing behind me and merging into me. It is one of my most valued possessions.

What made Cathie really stand out, for me,  was her very strong connection with Spirit. She spoke to many entities but Raziel and Azazel had a special fondness for her. I watched her over many years as she slowly built up her communications skills and a large part of that was being around so many spiritual people who became part of the Cathie’s Distant Echoes groups. It gave her a tremendous amount of joy to be able to offer hosts some radio time and to be able to mingle during the show, while she worked the switchboard. For some of you, she was in awe at your spiritual growth.

Without doubt, Cathie was a warrior, and yet had a huge well of love within her that she wasn’t afraid to share. I’m not certain I would be where I am – spiritually and metaphysically speaking – if not for her support, honesty, respect, compassion, empathy and straight talk. Like those of you who knew her, I really miss her as well. She told me on many occasions that she felt she had completed her life task here and was ready to leave. While I am saddened, I am also joyous too. Based on the incredibly talented and savvy group she built up at Cathie’s Distant Echoes, she created something beautiful and quite special.

I could write a LOT more about the best friend I’ve ever had. She was very central to my life for many years and not only did I love her dearly, I had an enormous amount of admiration and respect for Cathie. A few years ago, a few guides I was working with suggested a collaboration on a poem for her. It was to be delivered to her on a specific day, which turned out to be the anniversary of the passing of the love of her life Tony. Each entity that knew her all had a very high opinion of Cathie. She really was “tickled pink” when I read it to her for the first time and I know she re-read it several times herself. It brought an enormous amount of joy and pleasure to her so I will conclude with that very poem.



There’s a treasured jewel on a tiny planet, we’ve watched from beyond time’s end,

And every year on this date – to her – great love we send.

A sacred sister in every sense, on that planet she’s called Cathie,

We’ve often watched her with great amusement for she can be very sassy.


In our realms she’s called the Advocate, and we see her inner strength,

She’s always there to help a friend, she’ll go to any length.

Some betray her trusting spirit and from her life are gone,

Despite the hurt of each betrayal, she marches bravely on.


She is a mentor to many souls, who view her with great love,

Many times we’ve wept with joy, as we look on from above.

We love to see the joining souls, of those whose life she’s touched,

And for each of them we hold a special place, that will remain untouched.



Each of you who read these words, have a special destiny,

To render aid to Mother Earth and fellow souls of beauty.

Your meeting and your gathering is never merely chance,

You are all entwined as one in this quiet cosmic dance.


The pivot and the anchor and the tie that binds you all,

Is our sister, who you know as Cathie, if you will recall.

To celebrate this special day of our dearest cosmic sister,

A few of us have a special message, we’d like to share with her.


It’s Raziel, and I’m first in line for we share a special bond,

That transcends time and I must confess of you I am quite fond.

Your skills improve with every day, as you speak and as you listen,

To our words, including mine, actions which you’ve chosen.


Continue with your loving heart, for this is your secret key,

And is your armor against the night, and defeats the dark completely.

I enjoy our talks, when I have the time, and can enjoy some leisure,

And I say to you on this special day, you truly are a treasure.


I now step forward, a different soul, known as Medea in one life,

In a distant past, on the winds of time, we’ve seen our share of strife.

It may seem odd, for we had just met, through a recent poem and brother,

Rest assured, in a time long past, we did not part in anger.


In one life as warriors, we had stood back to back,

Swords raised high as we prepared for the next attack.

In another we climbed a mountain peak, the clouds a wispy pillow,

And finally found the sacred cave, and a relic also.


This was my way to renew our bond, on the winds of time and space,

And let you know that we share a past, in a different time and place.

That soul within you is gaining wisdom, don’t be afraid of your potential,

You will always have a shadow guard, as would any angel.


I’m next in line – this is Azazel – and I must say I like your style,

Your firm resolve and sassy wit have often made me smile.

Of our connection you already know, so let’s skip formalities,

And get down to business, for I’m a busy guy, with many cosmic duties.


As the Advocate, more than most, you are called to intercede,

In situations that strain your patience, and fulfill in you no need.

In each of these, you are a teacher,  who will have a lasting impact,

Teach them strength comes from within, but keep their dignity intact.


I now come forward from beyond dawn’s time, one of the seven sisters,

The eldest one you know as Alcyone, I’ve coached kings and chancellors.

With me, as well, you share a past, in your life we are connected,

We were seers and used plant magic, and all life we protected.


As the final speaker on this special day, for this poem must have an end,

But there were many who could not speak out, so love to you they send.

On this day and in your honor,  there is one decree we’ll pass,

We dub you, sister Cathie, the true Angel of Sass.



We will always love you to pieces, Cathie. Good Journey! You’ve earned it!


PS: This event has shown that our CDE group on Blogtalk Radio needs some assistance. Cathie was paying for everything and our wonderful Chris stepped in to keep the show going for the last few months. If you can help a bit financially or have any ideas that might help us keep our radio network, please get in touch with Lins, Riana, Ev, Chris or Brenda… or any of the admin in our FB group. I offer my sincere apologies for bringing this up now but we could really use some help to keep us going.

Much Love To Each Of You,

Nick xxxxxx




October 20, 2015



The term “three faces of power” actually comes from an organization called Powercube and states that there are indeed three faces of power – visible, hidden and invisible. As some background, this group runs workshops teaching people an analytical tool known as “powercube”, which enables them, essentially, to look at a specific point of power in a company/organizational structure, from many different directions. “Power” normally conjures thoughts of some type of control or ability to control. There are actually four different types of expressions of power, as detailed by Powercube:

1) “Power Over” –  refers to the ability of one powerful actor to affect the thoughts or actions of those less powerful

2)”Power To” – the ability to take action for positive objectives

3) “Power Within” – refers to gaining the sense of self-identity, confidence and awareness that is a precondition for action

4) “Power With” – refers to the synergy that can emerge from partnerships and collaboration with others


If you look at this list more closely you’ll see it is really a reflection of our reality. One recognizes that an organization, which wields power (POWER OVER) and makes decisions that affect the well being of others, has acted in a manner that is not consistent with either laws or common morality and ethics. A decision to take action may take some time (POWER TO) while we conduct research and essentially determine if this is a worthwhile battle. If so, we need a game plan on how to make our voice heard and may spend considerable time (POWER WITHIN) stoking up our courage and defenses. No person is an island, as it is said, so it is not inconceivable that our “game plan” would include connecting with like-minded individuals or groups (POWER WITH) and possibly collaborating on a common cause.

I will get back to this in a moment and hopefully tie it all together in some type of understandable order.



In recent weeks, I have been re-reading information about what is often referred to as “indigos” and “crystals” and in each explanation, there was a consistent core of “characteristics” to identify these two groups. One aspect that was of concern to me, initially, will likely be a source of at least confusion for many of you as well. When I view the lists, I begin running down them and remarking that I see them in myself and then wham – I encounter several in a row that definitely do not reflect me or my personality traits/characteristics.

Essentially, have you viewed the lists of characteristics and found you have aspects of both?

This can be confusing, especially if you add in other possibilities like starseeds and even incarnated deities. In starseeds, we have the understanding that the soul fragment within, is part of a much larger collective Higher Self. Its first foray into the 3d physical realm commenced with lifetimes spent in the reincarnation cycle of a particular group of the space-faring races. It has been suggested that one characteristic of a starseed can be an affinity for specific types of animal. For example, one group known as the Lyrans contains a feline race, and if drawn to cats in this lifetime, it could indicate a strong connection with this group.

As for incarnating deities, that belief is extensive. Ascended Masters are claimed to be walking among us now, as some claim there are angels, as well as half-angel and half-human hybrids (Nephilim) as well as entities masking as “gods” or “masters”, while others are not from here but can mask their presence with high-tech and magical “cloaking auras”. One must ask, however, what constitutes a “deity” or “god”? Most of us have been conditioned to automatically assume it is the god of our childhood or present religious belief. I would contend that it is not them at all, but rather others, who have the ability to incarnate at will, experience death and then return to their Higher Self aspect.

On a side note here…. there has been considerable speculation and commentary about an imminent “return of the Annunaki”, and allegedly world leaders and even The Vatican are aware of these returning “gods”, the supposed creators of modern-day humanity. Yes, according to Sumerian writings, Enki developed a fondness for the humans he genetically altered, and supposedly was the one responsible for hardwiring free will into our DNA, with the help of a blue avian race who had already “ascended”. He was, however, directly responsible for human experimentation!!!! There have been some who would welcome these beings back into our reality as our creators but I do not share that sentiment. In a collection known as The 14 Tablets of Enki, allegedly penned by Enki himself, we are given a glimpse into the “great” history of their race, and it is rife with betrayal, hatred, forced incest and a staunch view that the newly-created species of humans were no more than “beasts” to be used as the rulers thought necessary.

Unfortunately, this ability to incarnate at will does not include a sizable percentage of those presently incarnated on earth. Many are contractually bound to both their religion and the entities controlling it, on both a conscious and subconscious level. Some strongly believe these individuals die, go down the long white tunnel, which leads to an astral processing plant, where the soul is then reprocessed, sometimes resulting in a rapid “turnaround time” before being sent into another incarnation. This is dependent, it has been opined, on the usefulness of the soul to aid the overall plans of the associated gods. The only way out of this continuous cycle, it is suggested, is annulling the cosmic contract that one has been bound to through their religion and associated gods.

To have any authority, however, two things must be present: One is a clear case where the individual has not been made fully aware of the conditions and terms of the contract, such as having it forced on them at a young age and hardly able to fully fathom the decision to cosmically give away one’s soul after death……. and after spending a lifetime trying to atone for “sins” for which they couldn’t possibly be responsible. Secondly, a complete energetic separation from all entities and energies associated with that religion and gods that held a lien on that soul. From personal experience, this is best done in the presence of a mentor or teacher-type guide who one deems has the authority to assist. Additionally, for almost 2 full days after completing a separation ritual, I experienced very unusual discomfort that actually bounced around my abdominal area. It was like someone had turned on a high pressure hose without securing the nozzle. Oddly enough, the cut cords all were attached to the 3 lower chakra areas; my heart felt fine, as did my other chakras.

Buddhist teachings offer the wisdom that upon death, one must stay in the “first light” and not take the tunnel. I find this to be sound advice. Although not fully relevant, it is interesting to note that the state/location one enters upon death, known as the bardo, lasts a maximum of 49 days, where a prayer is said daily during that time. No one can state – with any authority – exactly how or at what stage of development the soul actually enters the physical body. But in a strange coincidence, it was noted that the pineal gland on a baby begins to show at 49 days.



I’m just getting to that, trying to make the necessary tie-ins. I worked with Lins this week to get out another Raziel Key, along with my description and a bit of added insight. It centered on life lessons and our expectations but also included was his acknowledgment that we are/have been asking ourselves what our real role is, in this lifetime. It can be a source for anxiety, fear and confusion. Are we presently doing what we came here to do? Or is there more? How can we tell? This article entitled What Is My Role or Purpose In this Spiritual Awakening? has some suggestions worth considering.

In part, the answer lies in the above-mentioned confusion of having personal characteristics of two or more groups of “unique” reincarnating souls such as indigos and crystals. A quick analogy may assist here. Consider building a house. The first ones to actually do physical work for building the house arrive (the older generations) and begin the preparatory work, essentially building a foundation. As the work progresses, certain aspects of the construction requires skilled trades people with specific specialties,(the newer generations) from plumbers to electricians. Throughout construction the foreman and/or architect guide the actions taking place, and they have their own unique specialties as well. Some of these groups are seen, and some are not. On large projects, it is common to have representatives from several different companies at a site, fulfilling their own unique role. The objective is completion of a successful project.

Essentially, for those of us who don’t identify with the characteristics of any one group, it may mean we are a type of specialist or one who has a grasp of many things and can perform a variety of roles. Many of us will attempt to shoehorn or minimize our skills, experiences and wisdom. An essential component of helping ourselves is first helping others with recognizing these, especially in the area of their strengths and talents. Giving others our support verbally will result in a slingshot effect, coming right back at us, though often from another source. This is the Law of Reciprocity in action and many of us can attest to its accuracy.

In the route taken, after one becomes aware of an issue or action that is unacceptable (POWER OVER), we may find we seldom take it to the fourth stage (POWER WITH) and open collaboration with others or groups. Similarly, our research will not always be consistent either; it is dependent on our need for knowledge of a given topic. In the related area of spiritual practices, consider when employing candle magic, some are quite content to complete a simple ritual and/or include a visualization or mantra and then light the candle, while others may have the need or desire to dress the candles (applying specially made oils on them in a very precise manner) “call in” certain entities and even inscribe them with specific sigils they’ve made beforehand. This may give us an additional clue as to our purpose.

In summation here…. one thing is certain. Our path will proceed on actions we take and where we choose to take them. Everything is dependent on what has already transpired. In determining the types of causes we defend, we can also get a glimpse of a role that we are comfortable with, when applying determined effort. A quick personal example here, as an analogy. Several years ago, I chose to be a volunteer on a political campaign, something I had not done before or since. For the two months I worked there, I quickly morphed into the janitor and signs co-coordinator, and the general duties guy. No, it wasn’t glamorous and I wasn’t the center of attention, but I learned a great deal and was part of a unique and satisfying experience…even though I was only able to use a small part of my talents and skills. And the candidate kicked some serious butt and won!

Obviously, we can receive assistance in our search for purpose from our spiritual helpers. Instead of asking them what our purpose is, one suggestion might be to request their direction towards activities and experiences that will provide all the tools required for our role. It may well be that we do not fully possess all the experiences and/or wisdom required just yet.



I wanted to end with a bit of information and observation, of what I deem to be relevant and timely information, some you may or may not know. I will boldly say that the recent moves by Russia, in the last few weeks, are extremely significant. As a foundation, we have the predictions of Edgar Cayce, who, in 1944, published that Russia would not only be the country to avert WW3 but that it would be a beacon of hope for the entire world. At the time, this was preposterous to almost everybody, as Russia was deep into the thrall of communism. During that same time, we see the US on the opposite pole, with a thriving economy, wealth and a form of democracy but a county where many observed their respective religious traditions and it was reflected in the US unity.

Flash to today, and many have noted that the perceived and actual roles of those countries have reversed almost totally. Russia’s president has made it clear that a well-functioning society must have a strong sense of ethics and spirituality, which many in Russia now find in Christianity. As witnessed in western MSM, there is a concerted effort to vilify and demonize all aspects of Russia, that rose to a crescendo, if you followed reports as I did, on 28 September. On September 29/30, Russia took action and began bombing locations within Syria, after gaining full permission from the host country. As stated in several places, one of Mr. Putin’s concerns, for obvious reasons, is the Christian population presently being targeted by terrorists. No, it is not the only reason (it is likely well down a list of many) and could likely be just a good sound bite for him… but his level-headed and clear thinking has been made obvious for the world to see. It must be remembered, however, that he is only a representative of an invisible power with their own agenda. For the present and immediate future, that agenda appears to be helping humanity and their strategy is significant.

What these strategists have done is present an almost total opposite of the perceived reality about Syria, both presently and for the future. At a precise moment, President Putin announced that the present foreign-imposed humanitarian crisis in Syria would no longer be tolerated by Russia. It was a decisive statement that most of the world assumed was just more rhetoric coming from the Russian government. Within days, they began an air campaign against a coalition of essentially mercenaries paid by foreign nations and have been quite transparent about what they are doing. Additionally, Russia has been supplying humanitarian aid of food, a welcome addition to the needy citizens of Syria. A seemingly hopeless quagmire of war, with no foreseeable end in sight, and suddenly a powerful nation and leader has appeared to stand up to the world and take action based on international law. This fact is not lost on the populace, and has opened the eyes of many globally in a very unifying manner. This would suggest, also, that those who are responsible for this strategy are quite familiar with alchemical principles and the transmutation of energy.

There’s a whole assortment of peripheral and equally significant factors to that manufactured chaos, far too many to detail. I just wanted to draw your attention to Mr. Cayce and his predictions for Russia, becoming a beacon of hope for the world. If local sentiment and feelings are any indication, President Putin has become akin to a rock star in several countries. Recent days has seen large rallies in front of Russian embassies worldwide including in Berlin, India, Hungary and Serbia praising Russia and President Putin in particular for standing up for justice and defending international law. Conversely, the popularity of the US, among other countries including Turkey, Saudi Arabia and Israel, has plummeted dramatically.

So…. Does this recent military action- to assist a country that has been under constant forced war with hired mercenaries and religious zealots – seem to be a “game changer”, as it pertains to our continued evolution as a species? What is being displayed for the public to see, is something quite different than we’re used to, after listening to and viewing the actions of our policy makers with suspicion and often anger. For the besieged Syrians, this lifeline from Russia in coming to their defense, has changed many aspects of that war, not the least of which is a renewed hope in a peaceful future, where tyrants and bullies cannot harm them again. That energy has spread globally and resulted in a new wave of people awakening, adding their own energy to the collective whole… and each person doing it in their own way. What it signifies for many keeping current with events, is that a sizable number of people are actually daring to hope for a better future.

As always, I do not push any of the above views on anybody as “the truth”.


Namste, Nick xxxxx











March 7, 2015

Amazon Queen

Roughly 12 years ago, I initiated a spiritual awakening that totally changed my life. For me, a strange desire to explore astral projection formed the launchpad that has opened numerous doors of exploration. During this early stage of awakening, I began working with kundalini for the first time. Against that back drop, I wrote a poem called THE AMAZON PRINCIPLE. That link will take you to a 4-minute spoken word recording, where you can just sit back and enjoy. In the last few weeks, I have had an overwhelming urge to write a sequel and, just yesterday completed THE AMAZON PRINCIPLE 2: CRIMINALS OF THE CROSS. This link is to my recorded version and uploaded for your listening pleasure. I view this completion with some fascination, largely because there is a 12 year interval between the first poem and its sequel. The following became obvious to me:

The Amazon Principle 1 – “This is your mind..”

The Amazon Principle 2 – “This is your mind… on kundalini!”

The contrasts are quite stark, on many levels, but a quick synopsis will be beneficial to fully appreciate this.

The initial poem detailed a traveling warrior, in bronze age times, who is thrown into a pitched battle on the side of a group of Amazons. After assisting in their victory, he is taken before their queen and, through magical enchantments, spends the night with her. In the morning he is beaten and chased away. The poem ends with a slight twist, as its last 4 lines reveals.

“It took me many years of pain, to bury memories deep,

But sometimes in the quiet moments, I cannot help but weep.

For imagining finding out, like me, while at Apollo’s altar,

That the haunting time from so long ago had produced a daughter.”

As I re-read the first part, I realized that I had left a number of open doors, from a metaphysical perspective. In short, Part 2, Criminals Of The Cross, has him uniting with his daughter after 18 years, under less than ideal conditions.

The sequel is considerably longer than the original, you must be warned, with a marked absence of historical figures save for Penthesilea, who some claim was the name of several Amazon queens. Apollo, who turns out to be the warriors true father, is the brother of one of the Amazon’s most revered goddesses named Artemis. Additionally, it was said that the Amazon queen, along with her two sisters, were daughters of the war god Ares.

Which means their daughter, who received the name Nevarre, comes from a family line of gods…. on both sides. That might make her somewhat special… and it does.

If this has initiated some interest, you will find both poems quite enjoyable.



Namaste, Nick



April 3, 2014



After a lengthy hiatus – of a sort – life is arranging itself to some extent.  Over the last 3 months I’ve also been working on a 2-part poetic epic entitled THE ELDER KNIGHT OF CHAOS and will be presenting it on Saturday. April 05 @ 5PM EST.  Without sounding too boastful, I think this pair of poems contains the most intricate plot of any I’ve written so far.

In Part 1, the knight is captured and brutally imprisoned, eventually rescued by his former mentors the Lords of Amenti.  They request that he team up with one of the Seven Sisters – Merope – and undertake a highly unusual mission. They are to travel to Hades, enter it undetected and rescue Sisyphus from his eternal punishment.  But Hydra and the Furies are not entities to allow a prison break.  Could he actually be the key to defeating an alliance of  “gods” who are threatening the 12 Christed worlds?

In Part 2, he must overcome the mutual enmity between him and two Djinn Princes named Iblis and Shaitan.  Will his conscience allow such an alliance and, more importantly, can he justify the course of action that is required? Aided by a Lyran princess,  as well as a serpent goddess and a regent, they must face the alliance of messianic “gods” and halt their plans for invading and occupying the protecting earths.


Additionally, I am very pleased to be a guest on the radio show “Conundrum with Julie and Mark” on Thursday, April o3 @ 5PM EST.  This is a very pleasant change, as we’ll be discussing world events and the many chess pieces in play.  Julie and Mark have a regular show every Thursday evening and they are both well-informed in their topics of choice.  Please consider checking them out… it will be well worth your time.


Journeys Into Otherworld

August 15, 2013

 the abaddon agreement

I will endeavor to exercise brevity here, with the main objective being to bring awareness to a pair of my upcoming shows that may be of interest.  On Friday, August 16 @, 8 PM EST, I’ll be narrating a trio of my poetic tales, beginning with “The Abaddon Agreement”,  as portrayed above and concluding with “Sword Of The Seven Stars” and its sequel, “The Raziel Remnants”.

I will be including a short synopsis of these poetic “journeys into otherworld” but need a moment to promote another show, on Saturday, August 17 @ 5 PM EST.

I’ll be co-hosting my show on Saturday with a pair of sisters – Cassie and Joy.  I have done a number of shows with their mother, Barbara, which were a real pleasure to be a part of.  Both sisters are avid researchers and assist in running a site for an organization called Pa Dept. of Paranormal Investigations and both are active within this group. We’ll be discussing signs and symbolism, “dark” and “light” entities and hope to touch on tips in selecting one’s own unique spiritual truth.

oasis divider


A pair of cosmic sentinels – Aldeus and Zenobia – are tasked with securing a treaty with a pair of gods who rule one specific earth. A decision was made to alter a timeline that sees the early death of Genghis Khan and a very unlikely successor being put in his place – Queen Mundahi. The dark goddess, however, plans to use her sorcery and jump into the queen, capturing its soul essence. A surprising betrayal finds Aldeus in need of assistance, finding it by breaking an entity from its netherworld prison. With Azazel now in the fight, their initial task is gathering up The Watchers, many marooned or in hiding in distant realms. But an auspicious celestial event is about to unfold, which will allow the dark goddess to fully integrate into the physical host of Queen Mundahi.


A cosmic envoy is tasked with escorting a newly-minted soul to its human host but the assignment is much more than it appears. Made from the essences of each of the Seven Sisters of the Plaiedes, it had been given a very specific job to do, one which the envoy is not told about.  There was one woman on earth who held a special soul essence within her and would prove to be the missing key for ascension. But the darkness also becomes aware of her importance and have sent assassins and sorcerers to capture and kill her. They’ll need some powerful allies if they have any hope of rescuing the woman, for she plays a pivotal role for Sword Of The Seven Stars.


The pair are back in action together, this time on the trail of a cosmic wizard. A powerful angel is broken out of his prison cell, one who posed a threat to the dark forces seeking continued domination of many worlds. Raziel, however, wasn’t totally confined…. he had sent parts of his essence –  soul fragments of himself – to many worlds and realities, each armed with specific and powerful knowledge. The wizard was using forbidden magics to entrap and capture them, one at a time.  It will take their considerable resources to even find this wizard and it is a certainty he won’t be alone.

Hope you can make it to these shows but they are available in the archives at the links above.

raziel nick nash (1400 x 2100)

The Nature Of Our Reality – Part 3

March 22, 2013




My apologies for the delay in posting Part Three.  My research has taken some fascinating twists in recent weeks and it seems fitting to usher in the energies of  the equinox with a creation, namely this piece.  There are two distinct areas that will be addressed in this article and the next that have had – and continues to have, in some cases – a direct impact on our 3D reality.  One centers on the belief that we are not all alike, that there are some people who seem to be missing something.  It has been further suggested by such well-known individuals as Delores Canon that this “something” that’s missing is a soul.  The second variable, which I’ll explore in Part 4,  involves the use of advanced technology by seemingly primitive people.  The original “Grail” legend actually centered on a stone which fell from the sky and had miraculous powers, similar to some extent as the other infamous example known as The Ark of the Covenant.


At first thought, the very idea that some humans who walk among us are spiritless or soulless seems entirely ridiculous.  What really needs to be explored a bit further is the actual reason for this 3D reality. Why was it created?  We know from both a metaphysical and scientific view that what we can discern with our 5 senses is the result of a collaborative effort of intent and consciousness, forming matter through vibration.  If one wishes to maintain that this reality is the result of a single deity, they are free to do so, obviously…. but that belief turns a blind eye to new knowledge and wisdom that is being reaped and shared.  In any case, we can agree that an equally important – if not more important – question must be to consider why it was made.  An understanding of this question of “why” can be found in several ancient belief  and magical systems.  Unfortunately, for varying reasons, most westerners don’t take the time to examine the texts and writings associated with eastern thought and religion.

As mentioned in previous articles, I have a tendency to give more credence to wisdom shared, where kundalini is a factor.  From the far east, to the snows of Siberia, the mystery schools of the Mediterranean to the sorcerers of the Americas, each group was proficient in the use of the “serpent power”.  The Gnostics also recognized the great power of kundalini, and through their own efforts came to conclusions that were similar to the Hindus, Buddhists and Hermetics.  Their answer is that this holographic illusion of solidity was a place of teaching, learning and balance. It was not created for the benefit of “gods”… it was created to serve the needs of the souls who incarnated into human hosts.  This belief is, naturally, in direct opposition to what most western religious people assume, namely that this entire reality is both made and owned by a single “god”.

It is essential to know that there are always alternative perspectives to consult on any given topic or issue.  The Gnostics had a wholly “heretical” view on the nature of the soul, one of the many reasons early “Christianity” sought to destroy all evidence of this very empowering idea and its adherents.  They believed that many souls incarnated now are direct emanations of Primal Source and their true origins is the “pleroma”, essentially the highest level of reality.  Why is this significant? Because they believed that all of the “gods” were not only pretenders but created by entities that were created AFTER us.  Essentially, the soul spark within us is higher on the cosmic food chain than all of the entities posing as gods.

This, again, may well be a difficult concept to accept because it defies what many commonly assume.  Is there any evidence that the ” god” most commonly worshiped in the west is aware of this? Surprisingly, the Bible provides some blatant clues that many are unaware of.  The most obvious, initial  indication of deception occurs in Genesis 1:26:

Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness…” 

The deception, of course, is the inherent belief that a single deity created – in the least – man and woman.  Clearly, IT is talking to beings just like IT.  Either creation involved multiple beings or a single entity – these ideas are not compatible nor do they make sense.  Perhaps this was a slip of the pen or a mistranslation… surely there can’t be any  more of these “mistakes”? Alas, there are.  Consider this one, found in the very first book of  the “inerrant word of God” in Genesis 3:22:

And the LORD God said, “The man has now become like one of us, knowing good and evil. He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever.”

Of interest to note is the designation “LORD God” or High God, clearly indicating some type of hierarchal structure. The words alone speak volumes… there was, in the least, great concern because man had now become “like one of Us”.  A final piece to add to this mixture, just in case more evidence is required. Consider this, allegedly spoken while the gods viewed the building of Tower of Babel in Genesis 11:6:

The Lord said, “If as one people speaking the same language they have begun to do this, then nothing they plan to do will be impossible for them.  Come, let US go down and confuse their language so they will not understand each other.”

These are not the thoughts and actions of omnipotent beings.  Let’s add another additional variable that is contradictory, yet highly informative, regarding the Israelite war god Jehovah and the beliefs associated with It. In the writing attributed to Enoch, available online for anybody to explore, we read of  a man who walked and talked with this same god.  Not only that, but this god actually took Enoch for a tour of the “heavens”, which he wrote about extensively.  Central to his writing and of most interest – for the purpose of this article – involves a group of beings known as The Watchers.  Of additional note, this same Enoch is one of only two people who never died a physical death and were taken directly to heaven. Strangely, neither Enoch nor Elijah have a book attributed to them in the Bible, written by them, and yet they accomplished something that is impossible for the rest of us. This is huge! And yet, the writings of Enoch remain heretical and Elijah’s story is told second and third hand.

If we factor in a possibility that Enoch was somewhat honest in recalling the actions of The Watchers, it becomes clearer why his writing emits animosity in many Christian circles.  These were angels who disobeyed “god”  allegedly and had the ability to do exactly the opposite of Enoch and Elijah. Instead of ascending, they “descended” into a physical form, from one of pure energy.  This could be an important variable in terms of what is playing out in this 3D reality.  Why? Enoch wrote that, while Gabriel slew their offspring, the souls of these hybrid entities were trapped in 3D reality – under direct orders of Lord God – and apparently still have the power to interfere directly.

Of final note, regarding The Watchers, one must consider the source and the potential for bias. Demonizing, destroying and vilifying both ideas and individuals that somehow angered their god has been a common occurrence with the believers in the god Jehovah/Yahweh. That statement is backed by facts and evidence and cannot be denied.  If these Watchers – claimed to be “angels” –  were created initially to be essentially the mediators between the realms and silent guides of humanity,  what could have forced them to “rebel”? Enoch claims it was predominantly lust but I would submit an entirely different set of reasons.  These angels became aware of the plans the gods had for humanity and took steps to help humanity defend itself.  It was love  for- not lust of – humanity that compelled them to take the unprecedented step of essentially losing their divinity as energetic beings to live life as a mortal, with a finite life span. No small decision, either way it is viewed.

With that said…

If we understand that this reality is truly created as a school yard, then lessons and learning must play a major role.  Seldom are nuggets of wisdom obtained without significant effort.  This suggests that there must be some type of force or energy that is designed to oppose us in our goals. Hermetic Philosophy states that this reality is based on polarity and this truth is readily evident. Often, we are given the illusion that we have only one of two choices – “support them or support us”, Coke or Pepsi, McDonald’s or Burger King, Apple or Microsoft.  In terms of this affecting us on a more personal level,  we contend with “right or wrong”, “truth or deception”, “friend or foe”, “black or white”.  Our perspective is entirely unique, obviously based on many factors but we each determine our personal truths.  The nature of this learning comes in many forms and many have seen their entire life literally torn apart, to realize in hindsight how valuable that incident truly was for them. Many believe, myself included,  that the greater the “catastrophe” the greater the need for change, in terms of the person’s life direction.  The Dalai Lama summed it succinctly, regarding these “life tornadoes”:

“The period of greatest gain in knowledge and experience is the most difficult period in one’s life.”

The point here, once again, is that there must be something or someone – or more – that provides the means for this to occur.  Essentially, there has to be individuals who play the “bad guy”.  If you’re on a spiritual path in service to the Light, how likely is it that you would agree to purposely harm another sovereign being, for any reason, let alone so they’ll “learn their lesson”?  I think it self evident, you would not even consider it.  So if your group of friends are in service to the Light, and you know there are numerous others globally with non-violence as a central pillar in their perspective life philosophies, who is going to be doing all the “bad” stuff?

Several suggest that not all humans possess a spark of the Divine Creator.  Dr. Joseph Chiapalone contends some incarnating souls are actually property of their respective “gods” that are harvested immediately after physical death. He further claims they are then” recycled” as needed.  You can listen to an excellent 45 minute interview, entitled “The War To End All Evil” , where he outlines in detail this concept.  Kyle Griffith, in his 1988 book “War In Heaven”, concurred and further added that the “gods” like Yahweh and Allah were, in reality, a group consciousness posing as a single being.  He called this group the “Theocrats” and they consist of soul fragments who have made some type of agreement to give ownership of their soul spark to an entity, after physical death.  Their opposition, known as the Invisible College, represents and is comprised of “free” souls, who have made no bargain or agreement with the pretender gods.

In the camp of the Theocrats, we find a host of potent weapons that have allegedly been controlling major world events.  Common sense dictates that if there is “evil” within our reality, there must be a source for evil… there must be some type of mechanism that can impact directly in this reality.

Organic beings, spiritless beings, soulless beings, Matrix Agents….. these are all terms that have been coined in an attempt to understand how very low vibration actions can be taken, without any apparent regard for conscience or empathy.  One belief that is shared by many is that there are humans, walking among us who have no souls, have tainted souls or are being influenced directly – as in possession.  Some, like Dr. Chiapalone, estimate that there may well be almost half of humanity which falls into the category of “opposition”, in relation to those on the ascension path.

If this is a possibility, the ramifications are extensive. With no soul, for example, their is no need for spiritual lessons because the 3D consciousness is dissolved in the astral after death. Some sources suggest that karma does not apply to these entities. Additionally, and of particular interest, is that spiritless beings do not have functional higher chakras, and traits like empathy and compassion are largely absent.  Often, they have a very polished exterior and well skilled at feigning emotions like compassion but these are merely props. They’re not here for spiritual advancement, they are here to simply survive, and devoid of higher awareness, they are masters.  Many also claim that these shells provide the transportation for the consciousness of entities not native to this reality, who then can interfere directly.

According to one source, listed below, there is another predominant group among humanity, a group known as “young souls” or ” souls that are still asleep”.  There is an interesting dynamic that becomes evident in the common belief of “cause and effect” when one views events on a world stage.  A firm understanding of this principle, in terms of what we wish to manifest in magical workings, is essential… if one employs integrity.  A good allegory would be the “fine print” attached to many legal renderings. It is imperative not only that one is fully aware of the effect they wish to create, but also able to articulate EXACTLY the effect to be created. There is evidence of many types of magic and manipulation in use in this reality.  In specific terms, as a relevant and current example, consider what is taking place in Saudi Arabia and Bahrain. on the heels of manipulated and corrupted “colour revolutions” that left nations in turmoil with simply a different face to the tyranny that ruled. In these two other countries, however,  an effect has been achieved that does not bode well for the “opposition”. Instead of being intimidated, knowing full well the potential for death – or worse – was quite possible, they continue to show up to protest.  As in the brutal treatment of the Palestinians, there is still a growing energy that is igniting awareness worldwide.  People are waking up.  The point is that, while the intention of violence was for suppression and intimidation, it had an unintended effect of making people more  aware.  Consequently, the idea of souls still being asleep, with the potential to awaken, may hold considerable merit, if world events are any indication.


As with all things in this series, I do not push any perspective or philosophy on anybody nor do I seek to draw any absolute conclusions.  If we are truly here on a soul journey, with earth as our school, then common sense dictates that this reality would be set up accordingly, including forces and/or energy whose purpose is/are to obstruct or complicate the process. Hermetics debated their “Grand Paradox” and it has significant relevance, for the purposes of this article. It consisted essentially of this idea:  It is understood that the true “US” was the soul spark contained within a human shell. And yet…. because of this body, our only option for survival was to live and move through this reality.  As a consequence – and the paradox –  we know we are the soul spark but are forced to act and react as if this 3D was our true reality and the outer shell our true selves.

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The story of the creation of Ganesha contains elements that are mirrored in the Bible. The account in Genesis 2, of how “god” used dust or clay to create Adam is identical to how Parvati “birthed” Ganesha. The myth claims that Parvati wished to have a guard to stand outside of her bathing area so she wouldn’t be disturbed. Her husband, Shankar, returned home one day and was barred from entry by a new, little god he’d never seen. In anger, Shankar used his trident and cut off the god’s head. When she saw her creation laying lifeless, Parvati was in anguish. Shankar sent his men out to find the head but it seemed to have disappeared.  Hearing that, he told them to cut the head off of the first creature they saw and bring it to him.

Here is where two distinct versions or interpretations occur and this is the focus of this short final addition. In one version, Shankar encounters an elephant-headed demon and cuts his head off… while another claims it was just a regular elephant that had its head cut off. So, the elephant head of Ganesha is either from a demon or an elephant.  In the west, we would likely see an enormous contradiction. After all, this god is highly revered as the remover of obstacles but one can’t write off the belief that a demon’s head adorns this god.  Should this make a difference?

While I may focus on the writings of the “abrahamic” faiths, I do so because those are the ones that most dominate western society and thought. With roughly 38,000 denominations of “Christianity”, the determining factor deals solely with interpretation of their sacred or holy text.  A demon’s head attached to their god would be unimaginable, further cementing the belief that all other religions – like Hinduism – is mere myth, while their’s is whole truth.  Meanwhile, a Hindu has no problem with the demonic connection and would suggest that because their’s is much older than the cobbled-together western religions, it has more merit, in terms of veracity and historicity.

It cannot be denied that the greatest force moving world events today is religiously motivated.  And it is no secret that it appears most western leaders have an undying loyalty to Israel and Zionism, often making decisions and taking actions that do not benefit the taxpayers or citizens but only that one country. Why? For any person, expecting a career in politics, it has been an unspoken rule that they must be “Christian” in some way.  There is some left over genetic residue that continues to motivate people, based on  belief in their particular god and a natural trust of those who claim the same ideals. We have religious leaders, with a huge audience base, claiming to be messengers of this god Yahweh and yet present messages and sentiments that are both non-biblical and non-Christian. John Hagee, the Zionist’s champion, is the peddler of Christian-Zionism and states that all humans MUST give their souls to “god” to enter heaven…. everyone except those who identify themselves as Jews. This is totally contrary to the teachings of Christ and even the apostles like Paul. Pat Robertson, last year, openly stated to his listeners that he condoned and encouraged assassinating the duly-elected leader of a foreign sovereign nation, one Mr. Hugo Chavez. Prohibition against  murder is supposed to be one of the greatest commandments ever given by this god, so how is it possible that a messenger of this same god can so easily disregard a command? Additionally, is there not another belief that world leaders are put in their positions by god personally?

The single most decisive factor that is fueling conflicts in the middle east is centered on religious differences and alleged promises by a god to an individual a few thousand years ago.  The story goes that Yahweh gave the entire land to Abraham and his descendants. Based on recent scientific developments, this creates an enormous problem.

What if it was discovered that up to 80% of those who identify as “Jews” have no genetic connection to Abraham? According to Dr. Eran Elhaik, an Israeli-American geneticist, this is exactly the scenario we face today.  The land of “Israel” was supposed to be for the descendants, the “seed” of Abraham, not simply followers of a belief in the same god. It must also be mentioned that the belief in a 6,000 year old earth comes from the writings of this group, found in the Book of Jubilees. For all intents and purposes, the majority of western “Christians” regard Jews as being the “chosen people”, by right of their descending from Abraham.  If the recent discovery by Dr. Elhiak and his team of geneticists is factual, where does that leave the denizens of Israel?

My intent is not to demonize any group or religion. My point is to focus on the apex of all of this confusion – the god known as Jehovah/ Yaldabaoth/Yahweh. One cannot state that this god is the creator of all and yet has absolutely nothing to do with what we define as evil. This is conveniently transferred to the created thought forms of “satan”, “Lucifer” and “the devil”.  The origin of the term “satan” alone would be a rather lengthy post in itself. I will add that, in its original usage, it was used by kings and priests to denote a human being… not any type of celestial entity.  When one reads the demands of this being, as detailed in the so-called Books of Moses,  there can be no doubt it is both the originator and instigator of evil.  Just a small curiosity here… Leviticus is alleged to have been written by Moses. How is it possible, then, that it details his own death? He didn’t write it obviously, so who did?

One final point and the crux of this short addition. The Gnostics believed that the Israelite war god Jehovah was an impostor that had the ability to implant a type of etheric virus into It’s supplicants. Carlos Castenada contends a similar thought, referring to it as the “foreign installation”. In either case, it is a type of energy that can be implanted in a  human’s energetic matrix that is directly connected to the pretender gods, referred to as “archons” or “flyers”.  It was – and is –  believed that this implanted virus could taint regular thinking, eliminate  critical thinking and reasoning and allow individuals to commit heinous acts, free of guilt. Why? Because it was somehow sanctioned by this “god” or It’s alleged messengers and therefore, acceptable behavior.

It’s time to confuse the issue even further and hopefully shed some light on the core issue of the one known as Jeshua/Jesus/Christ.  This is extremely significant, as it pertains to the reality around us and the effects of these Abrahamic beliefs, based on one central deity. Various schools of thought have varying ideas as to what or who this enigmatic being actually was. Some sects of Gnosticism believed the “Christos” to be the counterpart of the aeon Sophia, the entity that is earth’s soul. Others believe that the initial and true “Trinity” consisted of Father, a Mother they called “Barbelos” with their son being Christ. Still others believe  that the Christos energy is not a soul spark/entity as we typically think, but rather something much more significant. In fact, alchemists like Jim Self contend that there 13 “Christed Worlds” scattered throughout the many realities and planes of creation. In any event, many understand that the Christ Essence or Christ Light is something of great significance.

Here is a further suggestion: This Christ Essence incarnated as a human to counter the effects of Jehovah/Yahweh. It is no secret that those who studied Judaism, and hence followers of Jehovah, hated him intensely, as can be seen in their writings, especially the Jerusalem Talmud. They refer to his mother as a whore, Jesus as the illegitimate product of a sexual liaison with a Roman soldier, and that presently, he is boiling in a cauldron of hot excrement.  I am not making this up… this can be read and studied and verified. Rev. Ted Pike has spent years exposing the true face of Zionism, including articles on the Talmud, which is often referred to as Judaism’s holiest text.

This post has centered on the possibility that there are people among us who are not here for spiritual advancement. It has been seen, also, that devotees of this god Yahweh are capable of heinous and horrendous acts and they believe that their god is the Divine Creator. Can you see how maybe, some of the ideas mentioned in this post like “sleeping souls”, tainted souls or soulless beings could possibly play the role of adversity, and should we add, “evil”?

Thanks for dropping by.